alina

2010-01-07T13:11:00.001+08:00

Yes,its been a long time since i've done blogging.
My mood is pretty upset because in 4more days,its a byebye.
And of course its not my relationship that is byebye,its my home):
Its really very upset. I dont want it to happen.
I dont want anybody steal my belonging away. I want it!
Because my belonging is always with me forever!
But now,i got no rights to take it back,never again,its gone forever!
My HOME,thats what i need most! I hate to be separated!
Anyone knows how it feels? Do you?
I want it back. Im so unhappy about it,very unhappy about it!
My poor room is going to be taken by someone else,a stranger!
And no longer me having that room on my own. My lovely room):
I HATE IT, THINGS HAPPENINGS TO US SO BADLY,WHY?
I WANT A HOME! I WANT MY ROOM! I WANT ALL THE THINGS THAT BELONGS TO ME!
):
Dear Readers,
It really do upset me,upset my heart,feeling angry at the same time but nothing can be helped):
Only MONEY IS THE MAIN THING!!! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ ... money,and its always money that
causes the problem!!
My Jurong Home,takecare and Goodbye. I'll come and visit you whenever i want to! I promise!
LOVES ...
* im moodless whenever i think about it. mmmmmm ..

2009-12-30T14:04:00.001+08:00

HEY!

2009-11-08T20:42:00.000+08:00

LOVE HIM!!!

2009-10-28T01:16:00.002+08:00

WORK WORK WORK, but im having a great time in the kitchen, mm actually at times,yup. I
always end up with a smile when work end, because i can go home and faint on my bed! AND
ALSO, i learn something interesting that i never seen before and something new, i felt so happy.
Although working is very tired but i love the moment when i learn something, i just feel excited
about it!
I've been not meeting my FRIENDS for so long and i miss them so much! My time now is all
taken by my work :) Im going to continue to move on, learn as much things as possible before
ATTACHMENT END! Woo :DD .. I need a BREAK! hehe..

2009-09-13T17:01:00.000+08:00

ALINA HAR IS HERE TO BLOG!

BUT ALL I CAN SAY IS IM ALWAYS WORKING AND IM TIRED!

WORK, EAT AND SLEEP, WAKE UP AND WORK, EAT AND SLEEP AGAIN ... !

I MISS EVERYONE THAT I HAVE NOT MET UP FOR A LONG TIME!

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND TOO! I LOVE HIM :)

WHEN IM FREE, LETS GO FOR SHOPPING AND TANNING AND PLAYING,

LIKE VOLLEYBALL, HAHAHA! OR JUST MEET UP FOR A DRINK,OK!

WHATEVER IT IS, AS LONG AS IM MEETING YOU OUT FOR SOMETHING,OK!

JUST CONTACT ME(: !!!

OH,BUT IM NOT FREE STARTING FROM 14SEPT TO 20SEPT.

SORRY,GONNA WORK WHOLE DAY(:

BUT STILL,YOU CAN CONTACT ME AND MEET ME UP AFTER WORK OR BREAK TIME!

OKOK?!?! HEHE..

MEET UP SOON SOON, REAL SOON MY FRIENDS, AND MY BF! :DD

TAKECARES, YOU ARE MISSED BY ME :)

2009-08-05T21:37:00.000+08:00

hahaha :) We met up yesterday as its our day off! And first, i went to tampines to meet him up,

then head to tampines mall to shop at COTTON ON but didnt get anything ah): then went to

MANGO, deciding whether to buy the top not, then in the end never,hehe. After this 2shops,we

went for lunch at longjohnsilver :) and got 2packets of prize, so we open up and my prize was

4fish&4chicken!! haha, and my dear mryew got "thankyou for ... ..." hehe!!

Next, we trained down to orchard, went ION for shopping, and i deciding whether to buy my

pump shoes not, but in the end, i never. The whole day i shop, i got nothing for myself): sian...

Walked around, went wisma, taka and back to ION because my dear bf wants to buy his cap!

And so he got it, and he bought other stuff, and its dinner, we wanted eat good food but

elsewhere especially the Japenese Restaurant, Long queue! Oh, before that we went soup spoon,

as i wanted to try thr tokyo chicken stew and it was nice lor, ate ham&cheese again and was

real full! k, end up, we went to shaw house, our dinner was at DOME, its our first time and we

ordered 3dishes, the gourmet pie(beef) was nice(below), and then the next dish was teriyaki

chicken pasta, lastly, the lobster pasta, but it was crayfish actually, and the last one was ok only,

at the end, there's a cake serve, its nice, chocolatechocolatier! :DD , and its his treat, thankyou!

And soon we said byebye, the time pass very fast): but we'll still meet up soon,alright my dear?!

Love him!

thats my day yesterday, i love the time(:
And today, in the train after work, this baby so cute uh!! he looked at me and i smiled, and so he
smile, he looked at me again and i smiled, he did the same back, and the 3rd time, the same, but
i cried and my fingers rub my tears away, and HE DID THE SAME, i saw his watery eyes, with
droplets on his lashes, and he rub his eyes and the lips on his face turns ): , its so ohmy. i like him!
hahaha! :D Goodnights!

2009-07-29T00:15:00.001+08:00

Im happy! hahaha, my boyfriend suprise me by coming to my workplace and meet me today :) !!
SO NICE OF HIM! :DD Loveyou mydear! He's so sweet, hehe! thats how i feel this few days lor!
And im off tomorrow! im so duper happy, wanna change toe nail colour soon!
And met maii just now, went to eat at manhattan fish market :) The salmon not bad, very nice,
love the fries and the tar tar sauce, nicenice! I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND VERY MUCH :) thankyou!

2009-07-26T17:39:00.001+08:00

D:
HOW?!

meet up with bf few days back and went to his area there and walkwalk only, and we're like planning to go ION
this week and have same day off but end up, both of us different,hais. Im like so ): things always
turns out this way,hais. then next week lor, if not another next week, or next next week, or mths later, i dont know, i dont wanna expect much, happy at first but disappointment at the end.sians.
this whole week im working from 7am to 3pm, its good because morning shift, time passes faster,
but go home earlier, super bored. And if afternoon shift, time passes slower): mmm, why like that,
hahaha, actually work what time, anything for me its ok! but i just wanna learn something better,
but no, i dont get it. Was wondering should i continue or just quit it and find another one? HOW?
oh well, i dont know. I miss school days, ytd met up with maii for dinner at the soup spoon, and
its like first time, i like the sandwich but i doesnt like the tom-yam taste salad, its yucks. Im
eating healthy now, hahaha and i wanna lose some more weight, im watching my diet, hahaha!!
I miss my ITE classmates, felt like going back to school like the past, but wanna meet up, its
hard, because everyone timetable its so different, yea. i dont decide this.
im working hard on my work now, trying to absorb the things that i've to learnt. all the best to
my mates who's having attachment right now, and boyfriend 'ENDURANCE', you said it(:
i dont care hor, meet up soon for our shopping!! (He's having headahce now, takecares my dear).
byebye.

2009-07-13T11:45:00.000+08:00

One week of attachment and i wanted to quit.
Its so tough and i had this feeling of giving up.
But its only the start):
I still got another 23more weeks, ohmy!
I cant pull myself up, i dont have the strength.
Working in this industry is difficult.

You meet different people and tends to dislike the people you working with.

Im controlling my mood, my emotions.

I just really dont wish to work anymore.

But still, and yet, i got no choice.

Everyone in my position is going on, i got to follow.

I dont wish to give up, i will continue as far as possible.

Its tiring, but still what can i do, nobody can help me except myself.

Sometimes, my motivation went down, i cant climb up.

Im surviving, Im going on with my motivation from my bf.

We suffer together now and enjoy later.
I will do it, i tell myself i can.
Endurance, thats the key.
I will work hard and be in a better position in future.
I will try my best to continue.
Adapt the life there, and continue.
And weeks after weeks, months after months, it'll pass.
I can do it, i'll always keep in my mind.
~
Its been one week and both of us have not been meeting): im terribly sad.
I wish he was here with me.
But i cant rely on him always.
All i need now, is to see him and talking to him.
I miss the times we had together so much.
I understand that we have to work, i still got to move on.
I shouldnt think so much, but i just kept thinking.
I felt so down (sigh)..
(Im crying).. D: i cant control it.
Even at work, i tends to control my tears.
Seeing the couples everywhere, i felt so no love.
I understand.
I shouldnt put ths things during work. I tried.
I will wait till the day we can meet. That will be so great.
But still im so thinking now): no one can help me solve, its up to me.
I really miss him so much, imagine that. Know my feelings):
Work Work Work.
Sleep Sleep Sleep.
Eat Eat Eat.
NO MEET NO MEET NO MEET, ITS the WORST THINGS EVER.
Im moving on, i hope time faster pass):
Sadly, its so slow.
What else can i say, nothingnothingnothing):

2009-07-11T18:17:00.000+08:00

WA! Finally its SATURDAY, and my work end at 4pm!! Damn happy because today very busy
from morning till i left, so many customers,can?! And then just now, this lady complain to me
that she waited 20mins and her coffee haven ready yet,then i just look at her cause i dont make
coffee mah, i do food only, then she just go to the bar station and complain, talk so loud -.- then
people look, wth, bad impression of coffee club, then just let her say lor, another one was the
angmoh lady, she also waited for 20mins, the bar people slow uh.i dont know, i just keep quiet :)
Actually, on the 2nd/3rd day of work, i wanted to quit cause of some reasons, but i just tell
myself, just continue and get over it, i left 23more weeks eh): still long lah! Its damn tiring, leg
very tired, feel so sleepy, lie on the bed,straight away can snore already, even though its like
8hours a day, but its still very tiring, the time pass very slow, dont know why): a lot of things to
do everytime, be it i come in the morning or afternoon, must pack this&that, arrange here&there,
and the place is so cramp,can?! the fridge so small, and we must always, excuse me here&there,
throw this for me, take this&that, like its so small, even the dry store, omg! its very hard to
work, and sometimes hard to take&find things, aiyo. And i just drop a plate ytd in the store):
and its broken into pieces,just like that. Some reasons that i dont like to work,dont wanna say
out :) but what to do, i think everywhere also the same, mmm. SUNDAY IS MY OFF DAY, but
i rather weekday): so can meet my bf, next week i cant meet him already, cause sunday its my
off again): i asked chef whether every sunday my off not, then he say no, will change, wa!! thats
good man!! then i told him i want weekday(: dont wanna mention about work anymore, im
tired. I just wanna have more rest&meet my bf :) thats all i want. Next week, i work all until
night, 10 or 11(: i rather morning actually,haha! Cause' time pass faster lah! ~ what a day today!

2009-07-06T21:15:00.000+08:00

My FACE now is totally awful, its burned and the i have dry skins around my nose and mouth): i
dont like it): later people will think i have skin disease): Well, today trained down to meet my
friends at aljunied and i was late by 10mins, and then we bus down and walked to the HQ building,
we was early by about 15mins, as it starts at 9am, and all the way, have briefing, talktalktalk,
have lunch and briefing again, so tired lor, dont like it, i dont like orientation. Then after that,
went to see the kitchen, the store, and the chef took us to the cold chiller&freezer room, damn
cold, once i go in, i shiver already, want to get out, we stayed in there a while as the chef talks,
and faster come out, and we did went in to the coffee chiller, its cold too, but the coffee smells
very nice, like make us awake. the rooms that we went in are super cold, to the fullest :) ya, then
went in to the hot kitchen, the smell of the tomato sauce, very nice and then see the people cut
lobster shell, like so yummy, haha! then after that went to the pastry side, the cakes so tempting,
i saw the mud pie, wa, feel like eating,can?! hahaha, after that, went to the office for briefing
again, its so bored, can?! talktalktalk, and the pastry side gave us some cakes, the muffins was
ok, dont fancy it cause i dont really like to eat muffins, and theres this cake, they call it
carrot cake, very nice(: and after all this, pack the room and off we left the building to see 2
places of coffee club, and i find it quite stupid uh, just go there, show us the kitchen, and its
super small, and teach us how to punch card,yup. (millenia walk&marina square).. im working
at wheelock place tmr, im so starting work tmr(: thats all for today, goodnights.

2009-07-05T22:00:00.000+08:00

In the morning, daddy drove mama&brother to chruch, then drove over to see cars, and walking
around, daddy&me kind of want that Honda Fit,but too expensive): then daddy decided not to
get it, sian uh. i know its hard to pay bills here&there, well, let him decide bah. After that, went
for a drink and buy some snacks, then daddy drove me&bro to queenstown there for lunch and
also to book seats cause a lot of people will go eat,ya. Then my daddy drove back to pick my
mama up after chruch and soon after they arrived. ate dumplings,noodles, sour&hot soup, and i
was damn full, after that, went ntuc buy some stuffs, daddy drove to auntie's place and we sat
a while, and daddy drove cousin to yamaha for piano, and drove me to bf house! :) thankyou, so
i dont need take mrt, kind of lazy, haha! Had steamboat at his house with his family(: and i was
really full, cant take it, and after steamboat, ate fruits and soon off i left his house): actually
wanna go to the park and walk but suddenly raining then never already, so bf send me to mrt
and byebye): miss him uh! meet a while only,like so little): thought we could actually spend the
whole day one but no): its ok.
sweetest boyfriend!! thankyou for accompanying me to the mrt, and we didnt spend much
today but had steamboat, love it! and ya, i hope we meet soon again, the time we spend its
getting lesser and lesser): and thankyou for the jacket, love it! :) love you very much, my dear(:

2009-07-04T19:54:00.001+08:00

Siblings

my second fish, 750grams

my first fish, 1kg

morning went fishing then caught 2only, end about 0430pm then we left the place and cab

home, went for dinner and thats my day, dont wanna blog, not in the mood, i hate this feeling,

shit): Goodnights.

2009-07-04T01:03:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA!
What a FRIDAY!! D: Its sad,can?! Suppose to be a HAPPY DAY, and it turn out to be a SAD DAY.
Dont blame me or my bf, thanks to that pork, HAHAHA, make me got the urge to blog now, like
so randomly which i doesnt want to): my day was full of sighs(hais), you know! Felt so irritated,
can?! ): im pretty sad, like im suppose to be out the whole day with my guy and
@#$.%&,*@%#?!!! thanks uh! what to do, and my bf got to go back to work like in the late
evening about 7pm!! wth! At the start, i was like, uh shit, i dont wanna go fishing already because its waste of money, estimate 4hours, just to take out about $40 to go and fish, ass! Worst still,
after 1week, im damn happy for friday to come, cause both of us can spend time, but no, bull shit!
And now, i got to wait for SUNDAY, spending time w him, i hate it so much! It piss me when the
time its near that my bf got to go, make me felt so left out): gosh, i dont understand why is this
happening at the wrong time, come on! >:( and please, to heaven, to hell, to the staffs, to that
pork and to god, oh please, grant me this sunday that i can spend my day with him before my
work starts on monday, let me have this wonderful time with him that we're waiting for it so
long, and please no last minute that things cropped up, i want that Sunday to be fantastic and
satisfied, amen.
oh,looking at the time its 01.01am, better go to bed): if not my bf is going to @#$%!&@$!#% AT
ME): Goodnights, sleep well and fast to me(: La La ..

2009-07-01T14:48:00.002+08:00

Im bored at home, so i found something to do and here are JORDIN SPARKS (American Idol
2007 winner, at that point of time, she's only 17, unbeliveable) SONGS + LYRICS!! :DD

1st Song:

(Next to you)

2 o' clock and i wish that i was sleeping, you're in my head like a song on the radio, all i know is that i got to get next toyou , yeah, i got to get next to you. Sitting here turning minutes into hours, to find the nerve just to call you on the telephone, you dont know that i got to get next to you. Maybe were friends, maybe were more, maybe its just my imagination, but i see you stare just little too long, and it makes me start to wonder, So baby call me crazy but i think you feel it too, maybe i, maybe i just got to get next to you.

I asked around and i heard that you were talking, told my girl that you thought i was out of your league, what a fool, i got to get next to you, whao, yeah, its five in the morning and i cant go to sleep cause i wish, yeah i wish you knew what you mean to me, baby lets get together and end this mystery, oh. Maybe were friends, maybe were more, maybe its just my imagination, but i see you stare just little too long, and it makes me start to wonder, So baby call me crazy but i think you feel it too, maybe i, maybe i just got to get next to you.

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do? How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

yeah yeah, to want to get next to you.

Maybe were friends, maybe were more, maybe its just my imagination, but i see you stare just little too long, and it makes me start to wonder, So baby call me crazy but i think you feel it too, baby call me crazy but i know you feel it too, maybe i, maybe i, just got to get next to you, yeahyeahyeah, i got to get next to you.

2nd Song:

(Worth the Wait)

I feel what i've been feeling for you, means i am falling for you, something's opened up inside of me, And i dream in shades that only can be the colours of you and me, i think we both know what that means, I stand inside this promise i made to myself, but i was meant for you, If i fall, If i break, If i lose myself in someone, If i give all i am, It'll be with you, When im ready to take all that you want me to give, It will be worth the wait, worth the wait, It will be worth the wait.

My heart, I wanna save it for you, Dont want it broken into pieces, I need myself to reverse, mmm, And could we just sit and talk a while, Just wanna see you smile, Feel your sunlight shining over me, oh, If i fall, If i break, If i lose myself in someone, If i give all i am, It'll be with you, When im ready to take all that you want me to give, It will be worth the wait, worth the wait, Worth all the long nights dreaming offorever, someday we will be together, i know it will have been so worth the wait, oh, please wait for me. If i fall, If i break, If i lose myself in someone, If i give all i am, It'll be with you, yeah yeah, When im ready to take all that you want me to give, It will be worth the wait, worth the wait, It will have been so worth the wait, yeah, i will be worth the wait.

3rd Song:

(One step at a time)

Hurry up and wait, So close but so far away, Everything that you've always dreamed of, Close enough for you to taste but you just cant touch, you wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet, wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it, you know you can if you get the chance, In your face as the door keeps slamming, Now you're feeling more and more frustrated and you're getting all kind of impatient waiting, We live and we learn to take one step at a time, there's no need to rush, Its like learning to fly or falling in love, its gonna happen and its supposed to happen and we find the reasons why, one step back at a time.

You believe and you doubt, you're confused, you got it all figured out, Everything that you always wished for,could be yours, should be yours, would be yours, If they only knew, you wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet, wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it, you know you can if you get the chance, In your face as the door keeps slamming, Now you're feeling more and more frustrated and you're getting all kind of impatient waiting, We live and we learn to take one step at a time, there's no need to rush, Its like learning to fly or falling in love, its gonna happen and its supposed to happen that we find the reasons why, one step back at a time.

When you cant wait any longer, but there's no end in sight, Its the faith that makes you stronger, the only way you get there is one step at a time. Take one step at a time, there's no need to rush, Its like learning to fly or falling in love, its gonna happen and its supposed to happen that we find the reasons why, one step back at a time. One step at a time, there's no need to rush, Its like learning to fly or falling in love, its gonna happen and its supposed to happen that we find the reasons why, one step back at a time.

4th Song:

(This is my now)

There was a time i packed my dreams away, Living in a shell, hiding from myself, There was a time when i was so afraid, i thought i'd reached the end, baby that was then, but i am made of more than my yesterdays. This is my now, and i am breathing in the moment, cause i look around, i cant believe the love i see, my fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt, that was then, this is my now.

Had to decide was i gonna play it safe or look somewhere deep inside, And try to turn the tide, Find the strengthto take that step of faith, This is my now, and i am breathing in the moment, cause i look around, i cant believe the love i see, my fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt, that was then, this is my now.

And i have the courage like never before, yeah, Settled for less but im ready for more, ready for more. This is my now, and i am breathing in the moment, cause i look around, i cant believe the love i see, my fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt, that was then, this is my now, i am breathing in the moment, cause i look around, i cant believe the love i see, my fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt, that was then, this is my now.

This is my now.

5th Song:

(Battlefield)

Dont try to explain your mind, i know whats happening here. One minute its love and suddenly its like a battlefield.One word turns into a, why is it the smallest things that tear us down. My world's nothing when you dont, Im not here without a shield, cant go back now, Both hands tied behind my back with nothing, ohno. These times when we climb so fast to, fall again. Why we gotta fall for it now? I never meant to start a war, you know i never wanna hurt you, dont even know what we're fighting for.

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?

Why does love always feel like.

Cant swallow our pride. Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mmhmm. If we cant surrender then we both gonna losewhat we had, ooh noo. Both hands tied behind my back with nothing, nothing. ooh noo. These times when we climb so fast to, fall again. I dont wanna fall for it now, i never meant to start a war, you know i never wanna hurt you, dont even know what we're fighting for. Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?

Better go and get your armor. (Get your amor),

get your armor (Get your amor).

I guess you better go and get your armor (Get your amor),

get your amor (Get your amor),

I guess you better go and get your..

We could pretend that we are friends tonight, ohohoh, And in the morning, we'll wake up and we'll be alright, cause baby we dont have to fight, and i dont want this love to feel like, a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield.

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield.

I guess you better go and get your amor.

I never meant to start a war, you know i never wanna hurt you, dont even know what we're fighting for, (Fighting for, fighting for).

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield.

I guess you better go and get your amor.(Get your amor),

get your amor, get your amor.

I guess you better go and get your amor. (Get your amor),

get your amor,get your amor.

Why does love always feel like.. Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Oooh.

Why does love always feel like..

a battlefield, a battlefield!

I never meant to start a war, dont even know what we're fighting for.

DONE-D

2009-06-30T16:41:00.001+08:00

SHERMAINE.ALINA.TATA

WE WENT SHOPPING ON SATURDAY!

HAHA. ITS THE FIRST TIME! :)

chat on the phone with bf until 2:44am, and then went to bed, because he was so tired after

work and today he off day! yeah! :DD he can rest a lot but bf is gaming now -.-, haha! k, went

out with my mama today, she treat me eat for lunch at IMM swensens', and halfway through,

was full already, and after the main course, had ice-cream, like the same, i ordered the

sticky chewy chocolate, love that the most(: and mama had chocolate crunch, k, and i was really

very full. after lunch, walk around and nothing much, its boring and then we took shuttle bus

to jurongeast, wanted train to jurongpoint but like very bored eh, then we just walk around

jurongeast and bought my handphone screen protection cover, and then mama bought her nails

polish and thats all about it, just a short post today, enough of shopping i guess): saving money

now(: hehe,yea. oh, and 3more days to friday :)

2009-06-28T23:57:00.002+08:00

Im happy today AGAIN because im not at home the whole day, went out Out OUT!! hahaha! :D
First, daddy drove us to toa payoh to see van, and then the sun very hot uh, my mama and i
stand under the tree for shade while daddy&brothers were in the car trying out the van, haha!
Then later on, needed go to the office and do some paper work for the price and details, while
walking in, parents told me got dog, then i jumped, and nearly fell down the slippery floor, heng
never fell if not omg, then i walked far away, dont wanna get near the dog, the dog eventually
walked to me, i wanted to run but my brothers&mama kept telling me dont run, im so scare, i
nearly burst out in tears, i scare the dog bite me!! then i hold the head and keep pushing the dog
to not let me touch my leg, i scare, then my mama&brothers came to me, and my mama said:
'sit sit', then the dog listen eh, then the dog roll, hahaha, cute uh but the dog big, i so scare, can?!
then my mama asked me to quickly walk in the office, i faster walk and my hand stinks, because
of the dog smell, confirm never bathe, haha, then suddenly my brothers&mama came in, the dog came in also lor, i was like shit man! Jialat, im so scare, keep asking them to ask the dog go out,
then after a while, they block the dog and i quickly wash hand and walked out of the office,
walk quickly back to the car together with my brother to accompany me, heng the dog never
follow, if not, im so dead,ya. then daddy drove us to marine parade shopping centre to eat,
wanted eat at those coffee shop but the weather, cannot make it, so walk&walk, look for places
to have our lunch and my mama decided lets eat ajisen, then ok lor, anything. then, after lunch,
craving for ice-cream, ask daddy for $3, hehe! :D thankyou!! after that me&mama shop!!
i went to ESPRIT to buy this top, loving it since so long then my mama pay, hehe, thanks mum!
then next went to MJPHOSIS because this top caught my eyes, then i went in and grab that
top, try it and yes, i want :) mama says not worth it but i want, so she pay again, thanks again(:
spend like, $51 on both top already(: LOVE IT! enough of shopping, mama say i had enough):
k then, meet my daddy&bros at giant outside, and we buy somemore things!! bought sushi!
hehe! then, blahblahblah, paid and off we go(: then daddy drove us to grandparents house, then
grandparents not in, went in to watch a little tv and then off we go again to my auntie house to
return back the car, and my auntie drove daddy home, and headed to jurongpoint w/o him :)
yupyup. k then, cut short my stories, went to look for pants, short pants because i kept wearing
the same one!!, and i like this short pants at pepperplus but its the last piece and its dirty, so
dont want): wasted! then walk lor, intend to buy jeans, so went levis and bought one jean, kind
of like it and kind of dont like it, hahaha, nvm, bought already, wanted bought another one but
dont want uh, nvm.SHOULD HAVE LOR! hehe :) spend another $41 on it, yea. then shop
around again, wanna buy wallet but very expensive, mama dont let): $60+, might as well buy
that GUESS wallet i like(: !! then i saw this $10 cheap dress, saw it at bugis but didnt buy from
there, then saw it, and i got it, 2dresses :) yea, new clothing, yesyes! but i still wanna get short
pants! I want, at least 2pieces?! :) ya, and then im full after eating a heavy dinner meal, and
thats my sunday :) pretty good, because its shopping but i spend too much, actually overall, still
ok uh, cause you know its been so long since i get new stuffs): yea. And tmr, im going to be at
home): hahaha, but its ok :) shall rest my tired legs!!
And my last few sentences before i end my post, i felt useless and bad that i cant cheer my bf up
when he's angry today at work, i understand that he's tired, he's not enjoying his teenage life
now as he gave up his 2weeks holiday to work earlier and yet staffs there scolds him and tell him off, this&that): my poor boy, im sad for him): morning wake up, go to work, end work, he's dying soon, feeling very tired. that day saw his eyes, its very red, felt so poor thing): and yet as a gf,
i cant do anything, cant cheer him up, and cant make him feel comfortable): what a lousy gf i am. i
wish his days are getting better, and i wish to meet him up soon, i miss you mydear. try to smile, alright, like i said, im always here for you, and i wont leave you alone just like that, i cant do
anything but you can share with me your problems, im willing to hear you out, anytime. Thats
what i can do at least, at least something and simply nothing, you know! im your gf, just text or
call me. Im here to share everything with you, right? remember that: "we will go through
everything together".. im there for you, and you dont have to think so much, no worries, im fine,
im just worried for you at work. please do takecares, and calm down alright, hope you'll smile
very soon as your mood gets better, love your smile and laughters :) I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH!
(tomorrow will be fine). La La :)

2009-06-27T00:22:00.000+08:00

ALINA HAR IS,
SuperDuperHappyToday because i get to go shopping with my girls after such a longlong time
and I didnt stayed at home the whole day today, damn happy, didnt feel bored, really finally im
not bored-ing at home,hahaha!! First, left house and went to meet tata&shermaine at cck, they
were at LongJohnSilver, so went to find them, then wait for shermaine to eat finish, we trained
down to cityhall, went to peninsular to see camera bags, and none caught my attention, i dont
like the material and it was kind of picturish,like idontknow lah, just a nono for me :) k then,
walked over to raffles city shopping centre, gonna meet amanda at swiss hotel, while waiting for
her to change up, 3of us went to TOPSHOP and look around, saw this butterfly panties, hahaha!
TATA! because she wore butterfly tee today, then me&shermaine were making fun of her. oh,
then both of them bought the same panties, as it will be cheaper :) didnt see anything i like at
there so i bought nothing, yea. Then amanda was ready, we walked to citylink, went to hula&co. ,
see clothes, nah, nothing was pretty, then went out, walked to marinasquare, continue look for
bags and there's this bag, its pretty, but $30plus and so nah, dont want it, dont think i need it
too because im lazy to carry it around, maybe next time, yup. k then, went to eat at MAC,
was hungry, and so funny can, 4 of us were like laughing uh .. people open the door, never close,
-.-, then this 3 malay women sat beside us, we were like making fun and talking about them,
so funny can?! then this tata wanna take pic, omg lah! but never, its so obvious can, and they
must had know that we talk about them uh, felt bad actually, then me&shermaine was like
saying this woman like pregnant, but tata say NO, then amanda kept looking, super obvious
lor!! hahaha! Damn funny can?! then after a while we left, walked back to cityhall and waited
together with amanda for her friends to come.
While waiting, 4 of us were looking at the mrt route board,
ya .. then suddenly, so funny can!?, we were looking and talking then suddenly,
this angmoh says marina bay, then we 4 got shock! thought who come, then we all got the
same reaction, we turn and laugh lah! Damn funny, laughing all the way, we thought was
somebody that know us and talked, turn around, two angmoh! HAHAHA! laugh till my cheek
pain sia, damn crazy, hahaha! after that they left, we walked back to the board and continue,
then this weird word, look like tamil name, tata and amanda were like making fun of it, then
tata sing, chewing gum, bubble gum and blahblahblah, some gum thingy, then we all laugh,
then we stand one side, suddenly this Indian family came and see the board, walau! damn funny
lah, tata sing and attract the Indians! Laugh till our stomach cannot take it. Its so funny, and
amanda went off, we went to trained down to bugis and shop for more bags!
Next, We reached bugis and went to bugis street, a lot of people, can?! The traffic light way,
wth! >:l , dont like can?! sqeezy and those people like so kanchiong, lamers! k then, we just
cross the road, nothing fancy me): then went to do nails at this shop, shermaine&me do tgt,
tata waited for us, and at that moment, i mean before that, she was kind of in a low mood lor):
yea, shermaine did her fingernails, i did toe nails, yup, spend $10.70 on that, first time! (:
After doing, wanna walk back to take train then pass by this shop, saw this bag, not bad then
just get it, got it for $18, yea. Happy :) yup!!
Then, we trained down to Orchard, meet a girl named Geraldine, went walkedwalked, nth much
too, yea. Then was a little bored at that time, leg tired and suan, then we wanted to go to ION,
but dont know how to get in eh at first, then we just walked around wisma, went to C&K,
wanna go check whether got my pump shoe but cant find): then saw this shoe, like nice eh, so
went to try it, and was alright with the shoe, so i get it, and it cost $34(: ya. Then off we go,
we never go ION already, next time fully open then shop bah, then trained back home, yup.
Thats my day, was happy, really its been so long since i shop already, feels so good(: gonna go
shopping somemore with my mama, still needed get things(: yeah!
oh, and before i forget, TATA kept saying wrong english today, at cityhall, she talks to amanda,
and she said wrong word, H1N1 systems, hahaha, its suppose to be symptons uh! aiyo! then at
orchard, tata wanted to tell me that she cold, then she say "so bad", no link,can?! haha! funny
sia, she, cant stand her, she so crazy, and that kept me laughing non-stop. What a nice day with
those girls, had fun! :) gonna meet up for shopping again and shopping for the same WALLET!
hahaha! :)

2009-06-24T22:29:00.002+08:00

(Picture: A Very Small Fish)

Last night, left house and trained down to bugis, and went to cold storage to buy sushi because

im so craving for it, spend about $11.60 on them :) but no ebi sushi): k, then walk over to iluma

shopping centre to meet my dearest as he was still working and im so excited to see him, can!?Like after so long!! HAHA :) First look at him, "eh, why your hair like that, kind of funny" ;DD

but i still LOVE HIM, OK?! then went in to the restaurant, sat there till he can leave the place.

Next, both of us trained back to tampines, im staying overnight at his house cause next day we

going fishing(: Woke up near 10am, still tired then on the bed till like 11plus am, hehe, went to

bathe and ate our lunch and off we go :) !! Halfway outside his door, saw the cat, im so scare,

then somehow the auntie kind of not happy with me, cause im like so coward, yes i am): im sorry.

In the bus, we waited for quite long, And somehow, my bf and i was ignoring each other due to

some reasons): and .. we alight, we walked and we reached the fishing place, it was drizzling but

nvm, there's umbrella. Then, we started to fish, waited&waited, railing&railing back the line, no

fish): FOR HOURS, no luck again): then its going to be 7pm soon, we got to leave, my bf

randomly just threw the line and caught a fish(above), haha! the first sight i see the fish, so cute!

BF says its UGLY): and we let it go, cause too small already): im sad): he doesnt want to bring

home. And next fishing, we are going to my place there! YEAH! :)

Love, thanks for the meet-up, its been so long since we last seen each other, and im like so

missing you,can?! I love the time spent together, its great! And i know you're tired working but

no choice, got to bear with it for another 6months,k?! Get used to it, Its going to be my turn

soon, just bear with one more week plus and then on 6july, you're just going to work for 8hours,

k?! And careful in the kitchen, dont cut yourself adn burn yourself, you got too much injuries

already! YOU KNOW!? oh, and today fishing, sorry for the lost of fake blue fish): many apology,

and you lost another one too, the fake black fish stuck on the tree! HAHA! and that weird guy,

idoits! steal our spot at the end and caught one big fish!! and that red shirt guy, so proud lor!

stand down there so long, somemore beside us! He look so dumb yet so beng! WTS! >;(

I had fun with you, the laughters, and me entertaining you :) Just love and miss the times, meet

up soon, before i start work too,k?! Love you Lots, Miss you Much!

2009-06-22T12:28:00.000+08:00

Lina's having tummy ache now, like suddenly.. Im not sure why, and last night, after using laptop,
having a headache): and felt like puking, but cant, so i just lie on my bed since 9pm+ and rest
while waiting for my bf to call me or message me, i think, i cant remember, oh nvm :) k, im at
home today again, listening to music, and blahblahblah, and ok, fine, stop giving me attitude,ok!!
F*

2009-06-21T15:54:00.002+08:00

!!HAPPY DADDY'S DAY!!

3am slept and 1030am woke up, just cant get to sleep, maybe like what my bf says, i use too

much of computer?! but i didnt use much already): i hope i can sleep well and early tonight, my

panda eyes came out already, got to clear it away(: .. and then went to bathe and went out of

house to commonwealth to meet my parents at chruch, and then daddy drove us to yacht club

at west coast there for lunch together with my auntie&uncle, cousins and grandparents, and

celebrate Father's Day, just eat there and off home, thats all. After lunch, the adults sat there a

little while to chat a bit and the childrens went to play, yea. I just sat down, dont wanna join

the childrens :) and my granny kept saying me this and that, yea): and they like aiming me, can?!

oh well, its over, not gonna think about it. And ya. nothing much about today, just another quite

boring day and im staying at home tmr again, ok, that shall be it! smiley* , no actually, im not in

a super happy mood now): naggy and attitude - dont like it! just why?! I didnt do anything

wrong, alright(: k, just smile! hmmm ..

(above picture: was taken days back, and randomly took it when i woke up, like my hair. hehe!)

2009-06-20T19:50:00.001+08:00

Im home from somewhere :) went out at 0440pm and took a bus to my auntie's place, get the car
from there and at the same time, send my brother home, and my daddy just got his license on
monday(15June2009), after so long, he finally get back his license again, its been so long since i
sat on the car and my daddy drive, its been years ok?! And finally today, i get to sit on it :)
but sadly, its just for today, got to return back the car tmr): nvm, there's still chance(: 'am happy that my daddy can drive again :) then from my auntie place, dad drove us to chinese garden
for dinner, had chicken rice and im so full, then came back home, halfway to our doorstep, saw
mama with her friend, they are going out for wedding dinner, and she's pretty in her outfit(:
And my mama friend says i've slimmed down! WOO! i had the same comment from others too(:
Im happy :DD !! yea, thats my day, and finally, now, the weather tonight is cooler, a drizzle of
rains, shiok! If not the weather is always so burning hot, cant take it, cant sleep well at night):
(above picture: my brother and me in the car)

D:

I MISS MY DEAREST BOYFRIEND): (I've not seen him for more than 1week already)!!
I CANT WAIT TO SEE HIM SOON! (Im not sure when his off day)!!
I MISS SPENDING TIME WITH HIM AGAIN! (my dear, fishing together soon, ya)!!
I MISS HIS HUGS!
I MISS THE LAUGHTERS WE HAD TOGETHER!

And i miss the times we chat on phone almost everynight but not now but its ok(: , i understand): , same goes for smsing each other.

I MISS, I MISS, I MISS A LOT. And soon, my attachment is going to come too, we can hardly meet up too, unless our day off are the same): and if we are not tired):

I JUST MISS EVERYTHING BADLY):

my dear, im so MISSING you): im always at home EARNING BOREDOM): Im so gonna meet
up with you soon! (your next day off)!! :DD LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU!!

2009-06-17T17:03:00.000+08:00

);
I cant stand staying at home anymore, im seriously dead bored): infront of my laptop screen the
whole day makes me so headache and wanna cry, i wanna do something, i dont wanna be at home,
can someone just date me out, please, anywhere, just get out of the house): im bored, im bored ...
time passes so slow, can!? tsk, im feeling so uncomfortable, having a slight headache, can!! i hate
it to the max! i just dont wanna be at home, im bored, and i guess im going to be at home like the
whole of this week and maybe next week, till SOMEONE CALLS ME OUT OR SOMETHING!
And shit! i should have immediately accept and tell the person i want work, shit! i gave them a
late reply and someone took it): althought the job is quite boring but at least i did that job before
and i can earn money, plus i can kill my time outside rather than at home, tsk. Im feeling damn
fraustrated now! >:/ i dont know, just wanna cry and hit and smack and punch something, ohno!
tsktsktsk! and my skins, oh come on, recover soon man! it looks damn weird and its seems so
what lah, like, .. i dont know, just please get back to the normal skin i have. And i seriously dead
bored, ok!! HATE TO BE AT HOME! ): hais, i've got nothing to do, i wish i have a pet now,
a puppy, that i always wanted, and this animal can accompany me!, feed, wash, smell his smelly
shit, bring him for a short run or a stroll, and etc.. but i know i wont have it! i wish the lady or
whoever call me for job! anytime, just let me do something, and not stay at home the whole day,
and not infront of my laptop everyday, i can live my life without a laptop but i cannot live my
life with boredom! GET IT! Im pissed suddenly): Oh my skins ... ): im badly terribly bored now!

2009-06-14T21:25:00.001+08:00

13th June, Saturday & 14th June, Sunday.

Went for Typhoid Injection at Polyclinic): Felt scared and its painful, i hate Injection the most):
& my face turns ugly because of the burnt and the peeling of skins on it, the nurse was like, you
know, afraid that i had some diseases or illness): but nopenope, just went tanning thats all. One
nurse-man also asked me, and he said must put aloe vera cream on my face, and people just
kept looking at me, its like dont uh): .. parents nag at me, the old people also and so on, and its
really nothing much(: .. ok, had lunch at home after this and the play awhile of games, hanging
clothes and bathe&changed&packed bag, and we set off to chalet at downtowneast(: my uncle
drove us there, travel from my home to yew tee, then to sengkang then to pasir ris, long ride!!
Reached and started sitting down and talk, watch tv, eat and slack till night, celebrate birthday,
and continue eat, love the delifrance BREAD!(BBQ with a little honey on it and make it crispy),
its delicious, love it! I fell in love with that bread and together eat with the rest of the people, and its finished by then(: Later, went for a walk at Ehub, nothing much, more of eatery restaurant,
games and etc.. went to the bowling centre, was full, and we reserved and waited, didnt play
for the first game cause i dont want, im not good at it, can?! Just a waste of money, then later
got second game, and there's extra, so me and adelaine share socks&shoes, and we take turns
to play, we name ourselves AA(attract attention), haha! AA stands for Alina&Adelaine(: and
we score the lowest point, was like mmm, hehe! nvm, but we manage to achieve one goal can?! ,
better than the other children, we manage to stay awake till 11plus and we knock off(: woo!
Oh, after the bowling, went back to chalet and we played cards, waiting for the adults to end
their mahjong game as it is our turn! We played at about 4plus am :), and my brother friend,
didnt win a single game, can?! HAHA! by then, the game ended, it was like 7plus?! Went out,
and the sky was so bright already, MORNING & im like quite in a crazy mood, we played cards
again, and then i went to bathe, and went for breakfast and walkwalk again, went to ntuc, buy
things, buy food and etc, bought SUSHI! LOVE IT! :DD back to the chalet and we ate, and yea,
time to sleep already :) woke up and i ate the delifrance bread again, ate half of it, just love it!
Met my dad's brother and went for dinner, went to arcade a while and play basketball, and off
i go because i dont really like entering arcarde or play there, its kind of a waste of money, ya.
Went back to the kopitiam and sat down, watch tv and soon, My daddy, mama, and me cabby
home(: Was so tired in the cab, slept and im home like 0830pm, gonna be in bed soon, need to
have some sleep. thats it :)
I did enjoy with my cousins, and family, uncle&aunties, it was nice, chatting and laughing a lot
with the rest, and etc, was a memorable one. So called a gathering after so long since we last met. yea. And my bf is working now uh, about 1morehour and he can go home(: hope he is alright,
hope his leg recover soon, and wish he had more rest while working for long hours, gonna miss
him(: and wish that he dont be so moody too much): LOVE HIM! Goodnights :)

2009-06-12T20:16:00.000+08:00

PHOTOS = COUSINS

RICHELLE AND ALINA

:) (:

DONE

2009-06-12T17:53:00.001+08:00

Our Photos Very Weird, Can?! We take&take but STILL THE SAME!

BF, take more next time! at night, we look ugly(:

In the middle of wednesday night at about 2am plus, my boyfriend and i were smsing each other as he replied me because he happens to wake up, and me too! haha, so same uh. And then later
on, we chat on phone, hehe, chat till like 4am plus and we went back to sleep as later on, im
going to sentosa again, with debra, cherlyn and leepoh, and i left earlier because im in pain, and
the sun was shining on me, very hot and decided to meet my dear, soon after, i left his house and trained home. Back at about 0730pm and went dinner with my daddy as we haven eat yet.
:)
Thursday,
needed go to school at 3pm for interview to work at CoffeeClub, and so on, after interview, went
out of school alone, took a bus to clementi mrt as im very lazy to walk and somemore the
weather is damn hot, my skins are in pain, so yea, then trained down to tampines to my love
house, put my bags down and change, and then, we left at about 6pm, saw his mama at coffee
shop :) we ate our dinner and left to the bus stop to go pasir ris for fishing! And its like the first
time, my bf and i went together, ok!! hehe, but sadly, we caught none, the pond there was
big and i feel that its not worth it lor, the wonder the cost is like $35 for 12hours, its cheaper
than elsewhere, can!? even people around us dont seems to be catching any fish, but i did enjoy
after all with my bf, he so funny!! both of us were like standing and looking at the prawn, how
are we going to take it and hooked it, hehe!! i explained to him and he like dont dare lor, and me
too, we like scare eh, its because of the prawn move when we touch, so vibrating and shocking,
then hehe, he went over to ask a uncle, and after that he dare to touch it, he is so brave! LOL.
erm, ok! and everytime we rail back the line, the prawn head always gone -.- the water level
too low already, and it always stuck, thats why i think the prawn head gone tear away by the
ground): so we got dead prawns, we cut and let those small fishes eat, they eat so fast lor, haha!
hungry fishes! we change spot and my bf bought another 2small fishes to try our luck again,
dont know what happen, the first time, the fish was gone): second time, the fish fly away, my
dear bf lah!, throw so hard, hehe! wasted our $2 so fast, not even and hour can!? hehe, then we
were laughing as i make did some stupid, lame stuffs, he knows, i know(: then we challenge
who can throw the rod as far as possible, hehe, and he keep saying me lor, dont wanna talk
about this, sure say i action one): after that, he throw the rod so high up -.- and he stuck on the
tree above us, damn stupid and funny, can!! then both of us went home already, cant play
with the rod, cause the hook gone. had a fun time with him, overnight at his place and im home(:
:D
BOYFRIEND, thanks for the time, Its been so nice spending the day with you, althought we
didnt catch any fish, got once was almost but ): .. but it was a fun time with laughters and talks
with you :) dont worry yea, 'am not thinking so much already, its the past, right? im trying :)
we just got to last long togehter, right, because its happening now, just you and me(: Lets have
fun one day again, alright :) Love you my dear, Love you very very much!

2009-06-09T21:48:00.000+08:00

8am, and went to shower and pack my bag and left house and took bus to lakeside and trained
down to outram and then to habourfront, hehe, ok! Enough of the AND' :) waited for RICHELLE,
we're going to sentosa to TAN! took many pictures, not much uh, just at least some, then we
play vb, eat, in the water, and tanning(thats what we love)! ok, and went home. tmr im going to
sentosa again, with my vb mates. alright, thats my day with HER!(:

2009-06-08T18:09:00.000+08:00

bussed to lakeside mrt station then trained down to woodlands, meet my bf and went for interview.
ended interview, kept walking round and round cause dont know what to eat and then decided
to eat at kopitiam, ate beef noodles and was full. Went to buy the tickets and the show starts at
0250pm, watched the monsterVSalien, not bad ah, childish eh(: ok! then, walked to popular and
went to the books section, my bf tells me which enid blyton book is his first book, and its the
book that i first had too, yeah! samesame :) ok, then went to buy cupcorn, share and i trained
home, and then bussed home. Its just a simple day, nothing much(:

2009-06-07T13:21:00.002+08:00

time faster pass please, im sick of sitting in front of the computer and slack the whole day at home,
i wish its night time now, so it will soon be the next day and next next next, hate weekends so
much, its killing me at home, can?!

2009-06-06T18:45:00.001+08:00

Sian >:\ I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND, Its ALWAYS LIKE THAT ONE LOR, wtf! Im trying to
be COOLED now ... freak!

2009-06-06T17:46:00.002+08:00

Im TIRED, zzzZZzz ...
Went chruch and help out at the reception, at the start was bored lor, nothing to do and 4people
helping, like no need so much people lor, at most 2 person can le, nvm, was like damn bored
there ah, it was a wedding at chruch today, the bride was pretty, she's pretty anyway when the
first time i've seen her(: the groom was alright, hehe, he's a funny&cheerful man(: oh well, its a
happy day for them, yea. Then went in to see them vowed their words and exchanging rings.
When ended, i became the lift controller, in the lift, press the button for the people, its stuffy in
there, can!? And, was quite squeezy and i was scare that the lift jam, haha! but nopenope, it didnt.
Ok, everyone is up to the attic and having their buffet, the food, so so lor, i like the vegetables,
and im damn thirsty, kept drinking till im so food that i cant had anymore food in, then mama
take away food, then .. im the one carrying them, and she was like kiasu huh, but nvm, what can
i do, thats my mama, then anyway still got so much food left so take lor, and my bf said he also
will do that next time, alright, i'll just have to accept it. The day had ended, the bride had
eaten her food as she was hungry, haha! And off home from chruch, Im TIRED, slept in the bus
a little, and im home sweet home :)
And, im not always in the wrong, ok!? when im wrong, i will know my mistakes and apologise,
dont always its me, im pissed in the morning, ok! Its so selfish! Im not happy with it >:\ Its
always me, alright! me me and me, no one else!

2009-06-05T21:03:00.000+08:00

went to school and take logbook for attachment, then bus down to clementi mrt station and take
to pioneer, went to eat at nihon mura for buffet, my bf request long ago and we ate very little
today, cant eat much, am not sure why, then went back home cause my bf not feeling well, then
left home at 5plus pm, walk to chinese garden and meet my mama at commonwealth to help
out a little, was a bit lame ah, just go down a while where everyone almost done finish the
decoration, it looks beautiful, gonna be a big day for the bride&groom:) 'and tomorrow i got to
help out at the reception corner, yea. thats my job(: back to my topic, after left chruch, went to
eat for dinner cause my mama have to eat, she's very stubborn, so eat with her little, and bus
home:) thats all...
'am not sure how are you feeling towards me, even u still say: ' i love you ' to me. Just felt that u
still not sure whether you love me not, its just something going wrong, mm.. maybe im just
thinking too much, but i'll still continue to be a better gf, back to my old-self, im trying, im giving
you everything i can, i'll do anything just to continue this relationship with you, no matter how
tough, im still going on. I will. I LOVE YOU.

2009-06-05T01:22:00.001+08:00

:) im staying strong and i will try my best to be, although my heart hurts now but im trying to be
the smiley me, i deserve this to happen. 'am working on it to be better.

2009-06-04T20:22:00.000+08:00

HAIS):
bad dreams, and scary.
woke up and wash clothes.
use laptop.
bathe.
left house, and trained to aljunied.
get the form and it was stupid.
cab to woodlands and the uncle was sometimes slow and fast -.-
went to breeks cafe.
the supervisor was so slow and weird.
walk around to buy things.
trained and bus home.
dinner and wash up.
now, using laptop and going to bathe soon.
thats my day, was quite bored today, yea. a lame to go down so far -.-

2009-06-03T22:25:00.000+08:00

tsktsktsk! Im seriously bored eh): im super bored, and when i am, i will be damn moody lor,
): i hate it lah! I seriously do. why cant i do the things that i wanna do): staying at home is not
my favourite even though its my home): am so bored, tsktsk! ): give me an outing please!!
wanna be out and not at home, am seriously dont like it at all, can! oh please, save me! D: D: D:

2009-06-03T17:56:00.000+08:00

):
'am scare now. im at home today and was like super bored, ok! then, later on, sam, tata and yanyi
came to my house, because they are bored and so am i, we talk and then went to KFC to eat,
send yanyi to the bus stop as she going for her training and then went back to my house again,
and sam&tata slept on my bed, haha, and i was using laptop, yea. Im bored at home, seriously,
haha! And got to go down to get a form tomorrow at aljunied place there, omg! gonna sweat
under the sun and walk a long way! hehe, but got maii to accompany so we will suffer together!
shall blog tmr again, about tomorrow(:

2009-06-02T22:46:00.000+08:00

'am tired but i cant get back to sleep): so here am i blogging, i wish i could get to bed and sleep
peacefully. I miss my boyfriend, its like needed him now): and he has gone to punggol to fish
with his mates and he is staying overnight): hope he had fun and catch another big fish again(:
and i admire those people who can go out anytime they want to keep themselves enjoy and
comfortable but why i just cant be like the others): just because im a girl, i hate to be at home,
its so bored that sometimes i just wanna get out anytime i want): i dont like being at home and
im like at home since last week, can!! i didnt go out! And tmr, im like staying at home again, i felt
very unhappy now): It was the last day of paper today, didnt do well for the paper, its expected.
And i seriously wanna go out now, and yet, i cant go fishing with him): really wants to, i love
fishing too, i love doing outdoor stuffs, i love being out and have fun, i seriously love doing that
than staying at home with the laptop, ohmygod, this is like so not me!! can!? ): mm, wanna spend
quality time with my love, before he goes for work on the 15June): Its so fast! I wanna go enjoy
with him, wanna spend time, i seriously do): how i wish im out with him to fishing too): but its
definetly impossible!! Oh~ gonna miss him real lots everyday, and especially when its time for
working): i wish my house nearby has a beach, i would really want to have, am thinking alot of
craps, its just my imagination):

Its a nice feeling

when your love ones who is important and close to you

is beside you,

i love the feeling, its very loving.

i guess many people will agree to this(: I LOVE YOU, MY DEAR!

2009-06-02T02:29:00.000+08:00

0227am in the morning, am not sleeping yet. couldnt really get to sleep although was feeling tired
as i woke up like 0740am in the morning ytd!! shall sleep later, maybe 3am, or even plusplus ...

2009-06-01T14:10:00.002+08:00

had been studying and slacking a lot this days and had been home all day, killing me): Im happy
that i get to see my boyfriend today in school as i misses him over the weekends lah!! And, we
had our final exam today and tomorrow, the paper today, can make it ah! hope to pass with good
marks(: gonna study again for tomorrow paper, ohno! ):

2009-05-31T16:28:00.000+08:00

Am not sure why, Im not in a big good mood today):

2009-05-30T19:42:00.000+08:00

Its going to be June soon, and its damn fast, can!! And, im seriously bored to the core man! I
cant study le, my brain are heavy enough for my head to hold, im gonna try to study later, im
still in my break-mood, mm, and im blogging just for the fun of it although i got really nothing to
talk today, yea. Im at home today again, June holidays, im so going to go out and have fun man!!
Wanna enjoy my last holiday before ATTACHMENT starts, ok!!! I MISS MY BOYFRIEND TOO!
:O What should i do now?! Feel like going out now and have fun with those girls i've not met for
such a long time already, but my daddy wouldnt allow me to go now): wanna go have fun,
jumping around, laughing around with them! woo! haha! alright, soonsoon will catch up with them!
:D hugs*

2009-05-29T20:29:00.001+08:00

here i am making myself think again):
my day today is study and rest and eat and drink andand sitting down on the chair, and bored ...

2009-05-29T11:07:00.001+08:00

sians, im bored man! ): homehomehome!! ): my brain arent working well, so dumb and useless):
D: in jesus name, nana pray, amen!

2009-05-28T22:44:00.001+08:00

OMG!!
SHUT THE DISTRACTION! KILLS IT AWAY FROM MY BRAIN!! PISSING ME AND IM
LOSING MY CONCENTRATION! ):

2009-05-28T19:29:00.002+08:00

9am, i woke up and start recalling what i memorise for my notes and then went to bathe at about
10am, play games and off to school for some things done, had that nafa!! was feeling so hot man!!
stayed in school till like 4pm?! then went out school, waited for the bus to go home. home at
0430pm, open up my books again and memorise, was hungry and went out for dinner, and im
here blogging, nothing much about today. will treasure my time till monday morning, cause im
having exams!!

2009-05-27T20:03:00.002+08:00

morning woke up at 0745am just to study a little but eventually use laptop, then i bathe and
change, train down to tampines to meet my bf, going his house to study, needed some notes from
him too, yea. then, our lunch, we had botak jones, mmm, its american food, i ate fish&chips, he
ate cajun chicken, then the food was alright ah, not that bad, yea. then about 5pm, left his place,
he lend me his psp and play, thanks my dear, to keep me from boredness man! , then reached
clementi, wanna wait for bus but psp no batt -.- , ya. then home for dinner and here im blogging,
nothing much about today, just feeling scare for exams lah, 1st JUNE eh!! come on, its like this
coming monday, gotta work hard for it, its the finals already, jiayous to me, and those ITE mates
who are taking their exams too, best of luck!! (: LOVE YOU, MY BOY!

2009-05-26T23:46:00.000+08:00

THE PHOTOS OF US - VOLLEYBALL GIRLS

26052009

TUESDAY

ALINA & FENGYING & LEEPOH

LP, LINA, FY & XIUZHEN

LP, LINA, XZ

NANA & XIUZHEN

LINA, XZ & NO.6

DEBRA & ME

FENGYING & ME

LEEPOH & ALINA

BEST MATES, LOVE HER

TEAM 02 GIRLS

ALINA & TATA

HUIMIN, LINA, TATA, LEEPOH

WHO's extra hand? (:

THE END ...

2009-05-26T17:37:00.000+08:00

Im tired and hungry, wanna eat laksa, haha! O.K, Volleyball was FUN TODAY LAH!! All the
shouting, screaming, playing!! I admit i was rude to the other competitors, im sorry, dont mean
it, dont mean to scold you guys shut up, apologise for my rudeness. And im so sorry to one malay
girl that i hit her with the ball, wasnt purposely, wanted to hit back to tata but accidentally hit
you, although i dont know you but sorry, you look fierce, can. Team 02 got 3rd, team 01 got 1st!!
Woo, and champion this year again goes to College West team 01 guys and girls, thats very good!
Hehe, and although i didnt get to play and its my last year, i gain experience from the strong
competitiors, its ok if i never get to play, was happy after all, today. And during break, went
down to canteen and co-op to buy food, bought wedges with Leepoh, XiuZhen, Debra, Fengying,
mm, i guess thats all, we are like screaming in the canteen, like crazy bitches, haha!! And that
girl, Debra, disturb me huh!! haha! Take a lot of photos and stuffs, and end of the day. Gonna
put the pictures soon if i got them(: CHEERS*

2009-05-25T18:10:00.000+08:00

Im back home, mm, my day was spent by eating macdonald, going to C&K to look for my shoe,
and went to kopitiam eat desserts, and lastly, watched movie(:
Firstly, had nuggets, fries and drinks for lunch and was pretty full, next, went to C&K and the
shoe that i want dont have lah! ): i want it! i need it! its nice! And then, wallk around, my
boyfriend wants to sit down and have coffee but in the end, went to have desserts, i cant finished
mine, was full. And then, times up, went over to the bugis new shopping centre(iluma), watch
night at the museum 2, was not bad and the monkey so cute, and i remember the code, haha!
3.14159265, my bf confirm will like lame -.- hehe!! after the show, wanted to go home, walked
halfway and eh, i left my wallet at the cinema, forget to take, was scare lah!, then go to the
counter and asked them check, heng sia, they found it and i got it back, phew! damn scare lah!
wth! oh, anyway, his workplace was nice! i really freaking want work near him!! but no): wth!!!
I WANT! Wanna find a new place and work at bugis! (: wanna backout that MOF, make me
work at LOT1, which i dont want ah! ): hais, shall see then, even give me marina, i also nono.
Thats my day, gonna had my dinner soon. Im not hungry ah, but i dont wish to waste food.
My dear, thanks for the treat, and finally i can see you today, love you lah!! although wasnt fun,
but at least i could see you(: thank you!! gonna watch somemore movies with you again, will
accompany u watch the MONSTER VS ALIEN, and eat buffet with you, ya(: as you wish, i'll
follow you, as long as i can spent time with you and as long as you're happy ^^ LOVE YOU!!

2009-05-25T11:30:00.000+08:00

Its a monday morning right now and im done with myself, getting ready to leave house to meet
my boyfreind at bugis! damn happy lah, my daddy let me go out today and so i can finally see
him!! Woo!! Im hungry now.. hehe!! but im not eating, mm, maybe yes, maybe no, i dont know. I
wanna get rid of some fats first then start eating, i know its wrong but i cant stand my fats, haha!
will eat lah, wont dont eat, i know whats right and wrong ok! (: gonna blog again tonight, talk
about my day today with him(: see ya. so meeting him at 1pm!

2009-05-24T15:28:00.002+08:00

WA! DAMN BORED LAH! TSK, BLOODY BORED TO THE CORE!!

2009-05-24T11:36:00.000+08:00

Im so gonna rot at home today, feeling bored and just feeling bored and just feeling feeling bored
and just just just feeling bored bored bored ... ... and bored again, im seriously bored man! Was
thinking should i study because exams is coming and yea, most likely i will, but later, haha! I feel
like sleeping now, i woke up too early already, its like about 10am i woke up, early lah! andand,
must help to do housework later, so im so going to do it and bathe and rest and start studying!
mm, i miss my darling, its been so long since i last saw him, and the last time was tuesday?! ): its
been like 5days today already, hais): Im going to meet him tomorrow cause no school! And i
hope my daddy let me go out! Im missing him so badly, really wanna see him real soon, mmm):
He's out today for soccer, i hope i can be out for volleyball, but NO! no ones wants to play and
practice andand i dont know, no one plan it. nevermind, my studies is going to come first after
tuesday last competition, yea.
* Im missing you man! Im loving you too! * Its an always always thing ^^

2009-05-23T19:52:00.001+08:00

woke up and my mama asked me whether i want to go high-tea with my auntie and her a not, i
dont want because im lazy and i felt tired, and i got no appetite to eat too, so had a piece of plain
bread because i dont wanna get gastric as ytd, i didnt really had my lunch and dinner, just had
chicken and one cake plus a drink, thats all, yup. and wasnt having any appetite to eat, even if
theres a lobster, fantastic food around me, i wont want to touch it, so yea. then after the bread, i
ate ice cream, hoping to get tummy ache, wanting myself to feel pain, stupid huh, but i didnt
have any tummy ache. Then, my mama asked me to go, my daddy asked me to accompany my
mama, then aiya, just go then, hope to get better than just hiding in my room crying and feeling
sad all the way, so took a bus to commonwealth there and my auntie drive us from there, went
to marina madarin for high tea, not bad lah, but was freaking full till i had my business and i had
problems getting up to walk, my tummy felt uncomfortable and pain, and felt like vomiting so i
had a sit at a nokia shop and waited for the 2 ladies to done their walking around suntec, and
later, went to achorpoint there, my aunt went back to take things, my mama and me shop
around, went to C&K, wanna buy that pump shoes, but dont have my size38): , yea. so will go
other outlets to get it then.. need a pump shoes real fast! then finish, my aunt drove us to my
grandparents place to take curry and rest a while there and im home now. thats my day. gonna
rot at home tomorrow! oh well, hope im getting much much better day by day. And next tues,
hope i wont feel disappointed again, dont wanna have that same mood again like ytd! Its
totally FUCKED UP!

2009-05-23T19:37:00.002+08:00

my dear, the mistake that you have done, its over, i dont wanna talk about it already, its just
making me think again which i dont want to. I dont wanna quarrel over this matter because
even if i do, you cant change back the time and do something about it which would make me feel
happier. Just let the matter be on its own, forget about it. Its the past, its ok. Angry with you,
yes, but i cant always be angry with you, it wont change it, right. so, lets just continue the day as
it goes on.

2009-05-23T03:47:00.000+08:00

IM PISSED!!
2 FUCKERS!! In the game, concentrate ah, i know you can, but you always want to snatch the
ball when its not yours, and when its your ball, you dont wanna take, just stand there and watch,
and you like not serious one lah, as if you think you can make it to win. so what our competitors
are strong as we know actually they are the good ones, if you all play properly, i bet your sure
can win the round 02 game. NO TEAM SPIRIT. Im sorry, i see you play, i feel like scolding sia.
you angry, i sit there even angry. Im not trying to say im good lor if im the one in the team
playing, its just that you are one of the most important person in the team, and i know you can,
but just no faith, just not being serious and feel that u wanting to show off. Forget it, its over.
Anyway, congrats that you guys won the first match w college east, they not very strong, of
course and its a believe that you girls won.

2009-05-21T20:50:00.002+08:00

TEAM 01 AND TEAM 02!! ALL THE BEST FOR TOMORROW COMPETITION, GOODLUCK!!
COLLEGE WEST, STEADY, ACE ACE ACE!!! JIAYOUS VOLLEY GIRLS! MUCH LOVES ^^

TEAM 02, TRY TO GET IN TO THE FINALS!!! I KNOW YOU GIRLS CAN DO IT TOMORROW!
GO GO GO, ALL THE WAY, AND WIN THEM ALL.. I HAVE FAITH IN YOU GIRLS, SAME AS
FOR TEAM 01, YOU GIRLS SURE TO MAKE IT! (:

2009-05-20T17:37:00.000+08:00

Im sorry my dear, i really got no choice, if can, i also choose bugis and work near you, but i cant.
And, i dont wanna do desserts eh, i like will learn nothing, somemore im not from pastry&baking.
ChuaChuKang and Bugis, how to meet during our break?!! We stay so far already, work also
wanna so far! ): im not happy eh, i know you not happy too, cause got guys but what to do, in this
line, sure have one. Im sad too, just wanna get close to you and work near you, because im so
going to miss you during attachment): I will faithful to you, you must too, yea?! Last Long my
dear, Love you to the fullest!

2009-05-19T19:49:00.000+08:00

0945am, my handphone alarm rang, was tired and i message my dear,
me: where are you, i wake up already, him: tamp.
Then i get up of the bed and went to bathe as he still at tampines, still long to come here, in the
toilet, i heard my house phone ring, so didnt get to ans, thought was my grandma who calls,
came back to my room after my bath, so missed calls and messages, all was from him, he say he
reached already, then i was like huh, so fast meh, so i just quickly take my keys and open the
doors, heard his slipper sound, and he arrived, haha! that was early my dear, and sorry that i
didnt pick up your call, was in the toilet ah(: i changed and soon my grandma came, we are then
leaving house to go prawning at taman jurong there, then took a packet of carrot cake there to
eat, took bus98 and something went wrong, not because of the wrong bus but i thought can go
the place so then i never alight and make a one big damn long round back to the bus stop we are
suppose to alight, feel so dumb, and i felt so sorry. Was having headache in the bus, what a long
ride, im sorry. Alighted and walked to the place where we are going to prawn, one rod each and
total we caught about above10, we forget to count but got more than 10, was happy, and in the
middle of prawning, my dear caught one big prawn ah, smart and lucky sia, him!! haha, then he
keep on getting prawns but i didnt, i felt so sians, the prawns dont like me today): then, i
caught a quite big one, smaller than my dear caught, but was the second biggest, was happy,
by using his rod i caught!! what the hell, the prawns like his bait): hehe, but overall was
definetly happy, getting to prawn with him today. Thanks my dear for taking up your time to
accompany me(:
Just had my dinner, shared noodles with my mum cause she asked me too, and im back now......

to my dearest:
Im sorry for not checking properly before taking a bus to the place where we want to go and
make you sit on the bus for so long as you dont like to take public transport, somemore its so
far, i will check properly next time, and im so careless that i should remember to alight at that
bus stop which i think it is actually but i just let the bus drove off cause i thought that the bus
will alight us near the place and go that place but it didnt, we must walk one. I apologise for that.
I wasn't angry with you, i just felt so stupid again and felt really sorry that you had such a dumb
girlfriend, then i think a lot again ... ... ya, im sorry. And my tone to you, i try to lower down, k,
i like that cause i dont like the way you do things, like the prawns, its dirty and stink, told you
dont touch already, but u still touch, and you wanna touch the bubble tea, germs eh, then i dont
like, sorry. I dont mean to shout at you, then u come my place, after wash leg should wash
hands, then i scare you just touch the drinks again, need to be clean, k? sorry about that, dont
like to be dirty too. I'll control my tone towards you, k. Im really sorry for everything that make
you feel so unhappy today, but really thanks for the day, thanks for the accompaniment(:
LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU, MY DEAR!

2009-05-18T23:23:00.001+08:00

7am wake up wake up, andand went to the toilet to have my shower, done and went back to my
room and pack my stuffs to leave house and meet my dearest, had a chocolate bread for
breakfast because i scare with my empty stomach, i cant take long ride, so ya, eat and drink
something to fill my tummy. Left house at 0740am with my messy wet hair and took a bus to
lakeside mrt station, in the train, a lot of people man!! until raffles place then very little already,
was standing all the way, halfway near tampines, felt headache, giddy, and wanna black-out ald,
im so scare, went to sit down till the next station, cant take it already, quickly walk out of the
train at simei, and sat down, quickly took out a bubble gum and chew to give me some sugar,
drank my plain water and rest, head facing down on my hand, was sweating then, feeling cold,
then as the train passes, wait and board again, feel the headache again, alight the next station
and walk, breathe in and out, and then slowly, feeling better, reach my boyfriend place, faster
put my bag down and went to the toilet, then rest, finally im better already, phew!! hate this
feeling, so suffering, then play and copy notes at his place, watch tv, go eat and then went for
training at shuqun secondary, took a cab from jurongeast, then, i got in team2, was happy that
i can play in competition but my project, oh please, let me off earlier!! really wanna play, its my
last year, oh please, but of course i know that project first ah, hope i can rush back to play!!! Im
really very craving and excited about competition, i really wanna win this year! I WILL PUT IN
MY WHOLE EFFORT IN IT! During training today, wanna catch the ball, then hit my hips the
bone there, damn pain sia, but i still continue, im alright, nothing serious about it, and after
training, i bused home, home sweet home!! :D Im so going prawning with my dearest tomorrow!! yea, my schedule has planned nicely, so i wont be bored this 4days, love it man! hate to be
bored, like shit!! ending here now, goodnights(: Oh, and im damn stupid lah, took wrong train,
i dont know whats wrong with me, i never see properly ah, im sorry for being so dumb, sorry, i
next time will see carefully and dont be so dumb already, im so sorry, i feel so stupid now. Im
sorry.

2009-05-17T17:33:00.000+08:00

About 0145pm, left the house to have lunch at JurongWest area there and then went to view house,
first impression, ohmy, dont like because of the building, its old and ugly, and the ground floor, so
quiet and like dirty eh, feel so uncomfortable, then was thinking what if i came home late at night,
so deserted like that, later stranger catch me away, how?! ): maybe i think a lot, but thats what i
feel ah, i still think my current house now is still the best lor.. Alright, let me share about the
inside of the house, was not that bad among all the houses that i've seen, i think this one that i see
today is the nicest, feel so seashell at home, like the room, the flooring, small but i dont mind, its
easier to do housework! but i just dont like the outside, its near to the lift, yes, but like so scary
eh, im a scary-cat! Cant be blame, thats me lah! mm, i dont know if my parents are really going
to shift to that place, seems that my family like it too, but we will still be viewing somemore
houses again and dicuss about it. After all, its their choices, i just want places which is convenient,
and clean and not very old the building, and just stick to my likings, yup.
Later, went to MacDonald, had a chat about the houses and had my Milo Mc Flurry, nice but
damn sweet! then, went to buy fruits, i wanna eat DURIAN!! but, my daddy dont want): and
later walked to the dessert stall and had some of it, and im home now! thats my day spent!!

2009-05-15T22:44:00.002+08:00

HELP ME! IM REALLY VERY BORED NOW):

2009-05-15T19:22:00.000+08:00

BOYFRIEND!! YOU ARE SO LAZY TO BLOG, AND IM NOT. HEHE! ^^

Wednesday - 13may2009
Left my house at 3pm to meet my dearest and then put my bag at his house, and then we went
to eastcoastpark together, we took a cabby there, reached about 7plus pm, walked to the bbq
pit and they were there, not much people actually, having a farewell bbq for my classmate, Jon,
had some food and chats w them, went prawning with my boyfriend together with our classmates,
they were prawning too, i had fun prawning ah!! My boyfriend teach me how to prawn, he lucky
lor, caught 2 prawns so fast and he was called a fisherman, haha!! And then, later on, we like no
luck eh, no prawns and we shift to another side then have already, very happy when the prawn
bite the food, i miss quite a lot of times, im sorry my love, at times im slow and too fast, thats why
i missed it. But im happy that we caught quite a lot, and i dare to touch the prawns already,
hehe, a bit scary ah, i know the feeling man!! HAHA! ok, and we stay over, was bored at times,
but so far, ok ah. I wanna go prawning again!! Went back to his place to sleep cause tired, we
took a cab back too, cause raining heavily and we are like so cold, so yup. Had a quick bath and
slept. His house downstair doing construction, damn noisy ah, i sleep and wake up so many
times, then about 4plus pm, left his place to training, and vb was sucks! Dont wanna talk about
it, just pissing me off w and F word coming out from my mouth, forget it!! No mood for vb!

And my dearest, know that we almost quarrel everyday, as mostly it was me who started it
out first, but i will, shall put it, we will improve ourselves not to quarrel so much and just hope
that our relationship will be better day by day, alright? And dont think so much, after what you
asked me about the qns and i ans, you also ans, i really still want to be with you, i really want,
i still love you too, last long together! Love You!

2009-05-12T20:28:00.002+08:00

I find that you are a person who is unreasonable, selfish and you got quite s number of bad points
to me! Just like today, i dont wanna say you but i just got to. Im sorry although you're part of
me. you just pissed me off since yesterday.

2009-05-11T21:57:00.000+08:00

morning at 11am, woke up and bathe and then prepared to leave the house to jurongpoint with
my mummy and 2brothers because my brother want to buy a handphone and then so we went
there to see the phone that he wants, and then the phone was too expensive to buy so he bought
another cheaper ones, and yes, he got it. At least he had a better function one than the old one
that he used.
Then blahblahblah at jurongpoint, the phone that i want go promotion and then train down to
tiongbahru to meet my auntie, but some problem came up and then i didnt get the phone, so my
mummy and i train down back to clementi to go to my grandparents house for dinner, then my
cousin and uncle came down too, my cousin need to buy a phone too, so we went to the singtel
shop to get him one and then next, will be my turn to get a new phone, my uncle drove us to my
place there, and use his plan to change, and he bought one and i got mine phone that i want(C510),
Im not very happy about it, just normal mood lor, cause the phone was like normal, nothing
much, yea. nvm, got phone can already, can use to sms and call my boyfriend, is good enough!
(: gonna see him tmr, happyhappy! goodnights!

2009-05-11T00:02:00.002+08:00

(10may2009):

partly its because of me that make us quarrel over and over again, and i dont understand you
and this and that, im sorry. i dont wanna quarrel too, its like almost everyday, can? its so sad to
quarrel, and so headache to talk to each other in this angry manner. Cut down our quarrels, k?
Im sorry for everything, im sorry. Dont quarrel tomorrow, hope tomorrow will be better, ya(:
And,
im sorry about the "no love towards me", the sentence that i text you, i dont mean it, i just feel
that, im sorry. I still love you, ok! I really still do. Its an always thing(:

2009-05-10T12:36:00.000+08:00

Finally we meet together, she's my sweetie!

LOVE HER LOTS!

* Girlfriends Always *

FAZILAH & ALINA

...

I shall talked about the time i spend yesterday:

Met Fazilah at lakeside and we took a train to cityhall, at then, Xinyi join us as we need some extra cash to buy a gift for our classmate as it was his birthday. Then, we walked to the Singapore Flyer there, the weather was like so hot lah, and im sweating, andand, i didnt know need to walk till so far from cityhall lor, its so far and its like no bus to take us there.

Woo, then we bought 2tickets and then we took a bus there to esplanade, lazy to walked so far,

but still have to walk a little from the bus stop, and then blahblahblah, meet joanna at pasir ris,

she was waiting alone for the 3 of us to arrive and then we went to burger king to sit down and

have a drink and then we took a bus to downtowneast and we walked again to the chalet area.

Was happy to see my classmates after so long like 1year plus but not all turn up and it was quite

disappointing, but overall, still had laughters and fun, we eat and talk, and take pictures, and

blahblah again, hehe, sorry. And 1230am, i left the place, took a cab back home, it was 0105am

when im home. Thats All. I had only 4photos with me, me and Faz took in the toilet(: Like the

colour, just like it, dont know why.

IM JEALOUS THIS MORNING!! AND IM KIND OF PISSED!!

I DONT WANNA THINK ABOUT IT AGAIN, ITS THE PAST AND ITS OVER.

2009-05-08T18:22:00.002+08:00

Im home and i got to start saving up money now, i have spend too much on outdoors stuffs this
weeks. I need to save up! Somemore still need to pay class photo and got bbq next wednesday,
so yup(: !
And, i actually felt sad this morning today due to some problems, and im better now, thanks for
my friends who cares for me, especially my volleyball mates, and my classmate: maii - she
accompanied me the day at canteen, sitting down and bored w me. Im so sorry and at that point
of time, i really dont want to go have a walk or shopping, and i got no mood to eat. Then afterwards,
i took a bus, wanna go home because my dear boyfriend dont allow me to stay outside alone, he's
worried and he hates to think a lot, so he dont allow me and so i message him whether could he
accompany me today and skip his training, and find me now, and .. so eventually we meet at ecp,
the old same place where we use to be, and im happy that i can meet him, and happy that he skip
his training just to accompany me. I felt quite bad as his training was very important but im
sorry. Thanks Love for taking up the trouble to accompany me today and spend quite a lot of
money again, we'll start to save, ok?! I felt much better after your accompaniment and talks to
me, patiently bear w my angry mood just when we keeping the things, because i really dont like,
u know what i mean right, ya. Im sorry but thank u for the day, i really want to see you today,
i really do, thats why i want u out today, thank you. After today, i couldnt see you on sat, sun
and mon, at least i get to meet you today and i really dont wanna bored at home, i bored since
wednesday already, i guess you should know how it feels right?! Since wednesday, if i didnt
meet you, its like ohmygod): you should understand how it feels, ya. And also i finally get to eat
my char kueh teow, i dont know how to spell it, and the clams, love it and im very full. thank u.
and also, for the laughters of my wrong pronouciation of words and thanks for the peas hor,
put in my water bottle!! so dirty can?! and its like polluting my water, waste water you big ass!
But thanks for the peas, i love to eat. thank you! I LOVE YOU, MY DEAR! I ALWAYS DO!
And Love, could you not think so much please, im faithful hor, i dont really see guys now, ok?
Im like not interested in others already ah, only you. Even if you think, i also got think lor, i
should be the one thinking more ah, your past): but what to do, your past what, you decide who
you want to be with, who you dont want, who you admire, this and that, i dont wanna think a
lot also, its really very sad, thats what i feel, i dont know why. I dont have a past eh, you're my
first boyfriend eh, i admit i do admire others before but i dont have memories w them, you do.
And you remember you hurt me once, i dont wanna talk about it already, i really dont, i dont
feel like knowing and recalling back about your past, i dislike it because im not the one who is
with you last time. NOW IS NOW, THE COUPLE NOW IS YOU AND ME, NOT OTHERS, NOT
THEM, just the both of us, ok? Trust me, alright? And i will trust you too, please. Will you?

2009-05-07T23:25:00.001+08:00

i really got it now. i really do now. thanks for the ans that it really hurt me so much!

2009-05-07T22:03:00.003+08:00

Did i do anything wrong just now?
Am i the one who makes the both of us quarrel?
I guess i did nothing wrong, am i very wrong my dear?
Im part of it to make us quarrel, i admit.
I dont want to, you think i wanna quarrel? Its not fun, ok?
It only hurt the both of us. Dislike one another at that part of time.
Till now, you still dont understand whats wrong.
Its ok. I got nothing much to say.

2009-05-07T11:38:00.001+08:00

Im bored. Im staying at home till evening and im going for volleyball training later on, Im really
bored, now its only like 1130am in the morning!! ): The weather is just simply too hot Andand im
like sweating just now, ohmygod! Oh, think about volleyball, what the hell! ): im pretty sad man!
My volleyball competition and my big project is on the same day lah! *CLASH*, ): i wanna go for
my volleyball but i cant, the only path i can go is my big project! hais. One year one time, what
the hell! No choice lah, feel quite pissed off at the start, wanna cry but what to do. Tsk! Anyway,
i dont go and play also good ah, without me, no difference. I think i onnly make my team suffer.
Shall let the better ones have the court.
mm, gonna slack till evening now): wanna get out of this house if i can! ANYTIME! I FEEL LIKE
SHOUTING IT OUT NOW! ARRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! =0

2009-05-06T23:31:00.000+08:00

mm, why am i like this again?
my mood went down tonight again, am i thinking too much?
actually, it was not a very good day for me today, even when my boyfriend sms me, im like so
bored and im like feeling so not happy. I dont know how to describe the feeling, just total not in a
mood to smile.
Im sorry my dear that im like that, i cant cheer up. I dont know whats up with me. I just feel like
being alone, hiding in my room without a single noise and just cry. Sigh* I feel so sloppy right now. Or, a better one from keeping myself in my room, so bored,
I wish i can just leave this house now, sitting on the sand at the beach and hear the sound of the
waves, how nice its going to be. Feel the breeze and the cold touch on my skin, focusing the sky
and stars above me, and simply let it clear my mind from me thinking too much, *maybe* and
enjoying the atmosphere around me. Just me, the rock, the sea, the sky, the stars, the trees, the
sand which is around me. Thats so nice and i wish i could do that now, right now!
I hope im better tomorrow.

2009-05-06T14:20:00.000+08:00

I woke up at 12plus in the afternoon today and then i ate my wheatmeal cereals with HL Milk,
and then i used the computer, im bored. I off the computer again and went to study, but i cant,
just no mood to study at all. Im kind of lazy now. I try to study later, maybe! Im feeling quite
tired now, had a slight headache): hais, i hate staying at home whole day lah! Today no school,
tomorrow also dont have. Friday, might not be going to school, i dont know. mm, its killing me to
be at home. And the weather is like so sunny now. And my back is itchy again, oh well. hope the
itch goes away as soon as possible. Im seriously in a bored mood now.

2009-05-06T12:56:00.002+08:00

MY DEAR YEWJUNRUI,

I LOVE YOU!

2009-05-05T18:05:00.000+08:00

Many people were saying that the world in year 2012, will have disaters and one by one of us
will be gone, thats what the scientist predicted, i dont know whether is it true or not, but i dont
want to die): I feel so pain, but what can i say, its up to the earth. True or not, mdm veron(my
teacher) says that live happily now. Its true. Never know when we're vanish in this earth. Live
life to the fullest. My boyfriend and i were saying about this matter, - me: "huh, then we will be
separated in 2012, we cant last forever." - him: "at least we last till that day" (something
like that ah, forget already). Then both of us were talking about we cant fulfilled our dreams and
stuffs, blahblahblah! Cut this out now. After lesson, and oh, its the last lesson for us already and
test is up next week? I think so, not very sure. Ok, after lesson, went to take a bus down to vivo
city as i dont wanna go home early, so my boyfriend accompany me, we had long john silver for
our lunch and then we walked around vivo, a bit bored eh, nothing much, then mylove bought
me the kindo surprise, the chocolate egg then inside got toys one, haha, i like that one, very long
never eat that one already, it cost $8, inside the box got 3, thanks love, a bit waste money ah,
sorry, im very childish. I wont spend money on this stuffs already(: sorry mydear. And then
we went to Food republic to buy a drink, - watermelon juice. Nice! Then later on, he feels like
eating sushi, so we go the vivomart, and buy. We ate and then we went home): we are separated
again): hate to say byebye to him): andand tmr no school, cant see him, wish i can eh): how nice
if we stay near ah, but we're not. Hope thrusday can see him!!
~
*Love, thanks for the accompanyment today although i can see that you are very tired, and
spending time together just now, so nice. And thanks for the chocolate, hehe. Wont buy it ald,
know that its expensive and not worth it and childish =p, thank u so much! AND, im not a horse,
ok?! - NA BEI! hahaha, even if i am, you buy me already and im sold right? ^^ Andand, today,
you keep disturbing me,!! fun hor, huh!! You today very crazy sia! mad cow! hahahaha! But i
love the time being with you so much! Love you!*

2009-05-04T20:20:00.002+08:00

Im not in a good mood or neither in a good mood today. Was wondering did i born rightly in
this house? maybe im just thinking too much, but hey, this is me. I know what im thinking right and i know myself how i feel all this years. You guys are bias as from what i think and see, maybe im not right but i wont be in total wrong too. My tones and my attitude to you all may seems very rude at times, like i didnt treat you all as my blood, just like a outsider or something, but thats not what i think. And, i know and realise that im very rude, i dont know why, i always tell myself to change but i always didnt do it, but i know that i did change a little, im not like what i am the last time. I admit that i treat my friends more nicely than you guys but i still at times respect you all and talk to all of you nicely. I dont know. I just feel that, im so left-out, im like an extra person in this roof, in this world. Those readers who read this post may thinks that im just being too childish, like all the other teenages - being emo, and feel so in need of help, that kind, tell you what, im not! i dont need any advice or comfort from anyone, im just spreading out these words from what im feeling now. I do the housework for my you all, and i feel that you guys dont seems to appreciate it, maybe your do but i just dont realise it, sometimes says im lazy, - YES, i am! Its correct, but not all the time, people tends to get lazy but ya, i still do the things in the house that im suppose to do. And i admit with the words from 'your' mouth that im stupid, useless, which is oh, that i totally agree! Im worse than a primary one kid but it hurts at times, joke - yes but it seems to me that its true from your mouth. Im dumb, and im really is. I cant deny that for sure. I everything also dont know, clueless. My english, my maths, my science, just basically my subjects that i studied, im lousy in it. Im not a smart person but thats ok w me. It hurts me when your mouth open and say in front of my siblings, until so seriously like that. I do
everything i can in this house but ... i dont know what to say, i dont know how to carry on. Im
just simply invisible to everyone. I dont want to continue saying it all out now, i just wanna keep
it to myself. And, i just feel that you guys are acting in front of others at times, so fake. I shall
stop here. No need to be pity with what i wrote, im totally fine.

2009-05-02T21:34:00.002+08:00

I DONT LIKE MY HAIR LAH! ITS DAMN UGLY, CAN!

MY BOYFREIND, MY LOVE, MY DEAR!

HE LOOK SO FUNNY AH, AND WE ARE BOTH BURNT BY THE SUN!

THIS PICTURE NOT NICE, I LOOK SO WEIRD, CAN!

OUR DINNER CHIILY CRABBY!

OUR FOOD, AND THE SATAY WE NEVER TAKE CAUSE HAND DIRTY ALD!

2009-05-02T21:31:00.000+08:00

HEY, went out with my love today because its our 1year anni andand im so happy spending time
with him just now at ecp, we went there to tent and the weather is so hot lah, and im burnt, the
sun is like burning my skin): Painful and Uncomfortable. But the wind was strong, love it! Then
we listen to songs and talk, and he play his psp while i lie down and rest. Oh, starting, we build the
tent together, mostly is he do, hehe. Cause im like so dumb eh, and then i like just help to hold the
tent from running away, haha! We still got go to the big rock there and sit down, enjoying the
wind, so nice! not long, we went back to the tent cause his buttock pain, hehe! - BIG ASS LAH,
MY DEAR! Also, We didnt take much picture cause he dont want): then dont take
lor, thenthen also, about 5plus pm we packed up, keep everything, then walked to the washroom
to clean ourselves up cause we very sticky, then im quite itchy and a little piss ah, just feel so
dirty eh, but after a while, im alright already, then we 2 walk to the foodcourt there, cause my
dearest wants to eat crab and i wanna eat satay and kangkong(: hehe, so when we reached the
place, and we found a sit, very fast(: Ordered the food and we start eating, love the crabby, the
kangkong and my chicken satay, dont like the mutton one, hehe! Love the Chilli and we ate the
"hum(cockles)" too, feel so sick eating that! And later, we cab home): bye my love! miss you man!
The uncle so scary sia, he got flu i think, im quite scare but i didnt think that much, then he go
long way, im like so scare he drive me away, at that point, i wish my bf was beside me, but we
stay so far): sad sia! The cab fare cause me $24, wtf! aiya, no choice lor, but my day today was
well-spent too!
*Thanks mydear for the day, appreciate it, will sms you when im going to bed* Wanna send you
a long message ^^ I LOVE YOU, DEAREST!

2009-05-01T20:58:00.001+08:00

IM BADLY BURNT BY THE SUN TODAY! Im so RED-DY now. I shall talk about my day today.
Went to sentosa with tata, waiting for her at harbourfront cheers there, then this man, idiotic
china man, i think, feel that he very purposely lor, keep passing by me, then like wanna spy on
me like that, shit him! GET LOST MAN! Then, i was kind of scare, thats why i msg my bf, how i
wish you was here): ", but he didnt reply because he having training, thats why, so i just waited
for tata to come. And ... Here she is! Oh'k, then she wore green colour too, but our wordings
different, hers' was BRAZIL and mine was VOLLEYBALL.. then we went to buy tickets to go to
sentosa, then a lot of people ah, squeezing in the train, those china, hehe. Reached and we walked
to palawan beach, sat down and we put the tanning oil and we tan, tata sweat a lot lor, i like a bit
only, haha! And, we go in water, remove the sand, get up, then go in water again, then played
volleyball and her friends find us, then we play together a while then rest, we sat down and tan
again, was there from 11am to 1plus near 2pm like that, crazy right? Tanned so LONG! (: Oh,
* Thank you tata for not backing-out(: thanks for the day today, tanning with me. thank u! And,
also the tanning oil, thanksthanks! *
After that went walked walked and so on, and then we ate long john silver cause this tata girl
wanna eat, so after we eat then we went home separately. Ohoh, almost forgot, when we
reached the beach and wanna put down our things, i was asking tata whether when she tanned,
will her skin PEELED OFF, AND, she ans me with instead of the word PEELED, she says -
*PELT*, haha, she pronouce it wrongly, hahahaha! OK, thats my day, And tata, i never forget
hor, luckily i remember suddenly(: !! Nicely spent at sentosa today, shall go tanning more often!

2009-04-30T21:44:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
Today, meet my boyfriend at Outram Park and then take train to clarke quay together, because
he needs to go for an interview, the office is called STAG, and we were at angus street, walk here
and there, up and down, cannot find, haha, then walk walk walk, so this word STAG, and i tell him,
and we finally find it, so small lah, haha! then was about 5mins late for the interview, hehe. We 2
like an idoit, people keep staring at us(: Wa, then his interview quite long so i just wait. And, we
walked back to the mrt station, wanna go bugis watched movie, X-MEN, ya. The show not bad
lah, the middle part nicer cause more action, yea. Ok, then after that we went to walk around,
went to the new bugis shopping mall, nothing much, so plain and went we walked in, a man asked
us wanna take picture or what, marry stuffs, haha! so funny, was wondering do we 2 look that old,
but they know we are student, then we went up and went down the escalator, went to eat BEN10 Cafe,
i think thats the name, ya. So after that walk around bugis junction, and look for shoes and blah,
blah blah, then he went home, i go training, and was late!! hehe, i wanna be strong and focus
during training, im like a burden to the team, i want put in more effort! And, feel that im like a
failure ah): so disappointed in myself, i will work hard! Thats my day, and im so going to sentosa
tmr(: yeah! Goodnights!
*Love, thanks for the day today, well-spend. Im waiting for 2ndMay to come and spend time w
you again, feel so great when im w you. Love you!! ^^

2009-04-30T09:10:00.002+08:00

DAVID ARCHULETA - A LITTLE TOO NOT OVER YOU

It never crossed my mind at all,

That's what i tell myself,

What we had has come and gone,

You're better off with someone else,

It's for the best, i know it is,

But i see you,

Sometimes i try to hide,

What i feel inside,

In That Dirt,

And i turn around,

You're with him now,

I just can't figure it out,

Tell me why,

You're so hard to forget,

Don't remind me,

I'm not over it,

Tell me why,

I can't seem to face the truth,

I'm just a little too not over you,

Not over you,

Memories,

Supposed to fade,

What's wrong with my heart,

Shake it off, let it go,

Didn't think it be this hard,

Should be strong,

Moving on,

But i see you,

Sometimes i try to hide,

What i feel inside,

And i turn around,

You're with him now,

I just can't figure it out,

Tell me why,

You're so hard to forget,

Don't remind me,

I'm not over it,

Tell me why,

I can't seem to face the truth,

I'm just a little too not over you,

Maybe i regret,

Everything i said,

No way to take it all back, yeah,

Now i'm on my own,

How i let you go,

I'll never understand,

Yeah, oooh, oooh, oooh, OoooooohOhOoooh, oh,

Tell me why,

You're so hard to forget,

Don't remind me,

I'm not over it,

Tell me why,

I can't seem to face the truth,

I'm just a little too not over you,

Tell me why,

You're so hard to forget,

Don't remind me,

I'm not over it,

Tell me why,

I can't seem to face the truth,

And i really don't know what to do,

I'm just a little too not over you,

Not over you.

2009-04-28T20:06:00.001+08:00

):
Im BORED AND I CANT WAIT TO GO SENTOSA THIS FRIDAY!! Nothing to do at home sia):
tsk! PISSED! ): The Word Bored is so killing me!!

2009-04-24T20:14:00.002+08:00

mm, im bored again): WHAT TO DO?! Watched video today, the sniper. The show very nice but
painful, blood shooting out of a human where they got a gun shot on parts of their body, wa! Its
disgusting. And, i watched tv then had dinner, then nothing already. Feel so bored. Play game also
bored, just bored lah!

2009-04-24T00:18:00.000+08:00

It past 12am, Andand, Oh my Friday, im going to be so bored at home lah! From morning till

night, no school, so will be at home! Ohmygod, dont like it! Andand, I dunno what to say, i simply

blog now because i got nothing to do and im also waiting for my love to text me. Im waiting for

him to go to bed then i go to bed(: He's gaming now, always. HAHA, right my love? Alright, can

somebody tell me how to spend my day tmr, i seriously will be damn bored ah): i hate this

feeling, sometimes wanting that my day will be fully packed, a busy woman without a minute

break. Like whenever im bored, i want something to make me busy, something that make me

work, because when im bored, im simply just to terribly lazy, ya. So maybe let nature take its

course for my friday? Lets see how it goes, but actually it also depends on me ah, agree? Aiyo, i

dont wanna think so much, just let it be. mm, andand, saturday got friendly match at shuqun

secondary school! Woohoo, oh and sian, training cancelled today -.- wth! I wish my days will not

be bored, somemore its WEEKENDS SOON!! Ohmyweekends, can someone just date me out?!

Maybe Sun-tanning!!! Craving for that burning feeling on my skin when the sun shine, i so

wanna be tan ah! Im seriously purely real fair. Ohmygod Ohmygod!! Wow, shall end here(:

I LOVE YOU, YEWJUNRUI! YOU'RE MY BOY ALWAYS!

2009-04-23T18:37:00.004+08:00

- THE END -

2009-04-23T18:33:00.000+08:00

Lady GaGa - Eh eh (there's nothing else i can say) lyrics

Cherry Cherry Boom Boom

GaGa

Boy we've had a real good time and i wish you the best on your way, eh eh,

I didnt mean to hurt you, i never thought we'd fall out of place, eh,

I have something that i love long long,

But my friends keepa tellin me that something's wrong, then i met someone,

And eh, there's nothing else i can say,

eh eh, eh eh, there's nothing else i can say,

eh eh, eh eh, i wish he never looked at me that way,

eh eh, eh eh, there's nothing else i can say, eh eh, eh eh,

Not that i dont care about it, just that things got so complique, eh,

I met somebody cute and funny, got each other and thats funny, eh eh,

I have something that i love long long,

But my friends keepa tellin me that something's wrong then i met someone,

And eh, there's nothing else i can say,

eh eh, eh eh, there's nothing else i can say,

eh eh, eh eh, i wish he never looked at me that way,

eh eh, eh eh, there's nothing else i can say, eh eh, eh eh,

Yeah i have something that i love long long,

But my friend keepa tellin me that something's wrong then i met someone,

And eh, there's nothing else i can say,

eh eh, eh eh, there's nothing else i can say,

eh eh, eh eh, i wish he never looked at me that way,

eh eh, eh eh, there's nothing else i can say, eh eh, eh eh,

I wish he never looked at me that way, eh eh, eh eh, there's nothing else i can say,

eh eh, Cherry Cherry Boom Boom.

2009-04-23T18:06:00.002+08:00

1,2,3 SMILE(:
HAHA, THAT UNCLE SAY SO CUTE, VERY FUNNY EH. And i think my picture of me sucks
lah, i think not nice eh): Shall see then. Took already then class dismiss, haha! So, waited for my
friend and then Maii, me and her(wenyi), went to jurongpoint to watch movie, - 17again! nice
show!! Feel like watching it again. Andand, Night of the musuem2 coming!! I WANT TO WATCH!
hehe, ask my love to watch with me! i told him ald and he say ok! (: Then we 3 went walking
around the place, see handphone, then saw this sonyericsson C510, not bad eh, the red and white
one, nicenice! then thought of getting it. my boyfriend cannot change handphone ald so cannot
same): then got to get it a new one my own. Shall see how it is then... Then later went mosburger
to eat and then head home.

2009-04-21T19:50:00.002+08:00

No school today and im like so bored at home and and i got nothing to do except sitting down in
front of my laptop screen playing restaurant city. Hate eh, really bored at home): Hope thursday
faster come, cause got vb training, wanna play, funfun!! :DD

2009-04-20T16:13:00.000+08:00

In front of my laptop now, feeling so bored and im playing restaurant city!! And my bf is gaming,
always always gaming(: His hobby, right my love?
Report to school today at 9am, and then sir haven come, and so long, so there's CCA Fair today
and then, me and my bf went down to the hall there to see our friends, and then i went in to the
hall, my bf friends haven come yet so he waited outside the hall for me, thanks! And, minutes
later, we went up, sir still haven come, then we all went in to the classroom and wait, doing my
crossword puzzle book while my bf beside playing his psp, yup. After a while, he went down again
to see his friends, then sir come already, he still outside. So then, we copied our notes from the
slides given on the projector and lesson ends. Then, i went to the hall to see my vb friends, played
with them then my bf come and find me, wanna go out of school together, yeah! Then, im like so
hot hot hot, sweating, he also sweating, sweat more than me, always sweating non-stop like water.
HEHE, then he waited for me for the bus to come, and he went off w classmates to go home,
thank u! LOVE YOU, MY DEAR!
AND OH, I RECEIVED A MESSAGE, SAYING THAT TOMORROW NO SCHOOL!!
WOOHOO! But, im so gonna bored at home, ohmygoodness!! What can i do? Ans: RC lor...

2009-04-19T13:57:00.003+08:00

I HATE TODAY. OHMYGOD, I HATE THESE DAYS, GIVING ME SUCH A STUPID PROBLEM!
DAMN IT LAH! FUCK!

2009-04-18T20:35:00.001+08:00

PISSING ME OFF NOW!!! SHIT! THE WEATHER IS SO HOT AND I HATE MY HAIR, IDIOT!
SHIT! STUPID MAN! CUT TILL LIKE THAT. FUCK!

2009-04-17T11:45:00.001+08:00

I HATE IT):
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):
):
):
I HATE TODAY, I HATE FRIDAY, I HATE I HATE I HATE): IM SO HATE-ING IT NOW!

2009-04-16T20:20:00.001+08:00

Met up with my boyfriend today, meet at commonwealth and took a bus to achorpoint to have
our lunch at Hong Kong Cafe, and the service very slow eh, my food come then his food not here
yet, then wait lor, finally the food came and ready to pay the bill, and we only need to pay $1.95,
so funny, cause my mum got the card and it deduct from it, so no need to pay so much. After
that, went to the queenstown shopping centre, see shoes and then a while, took a bus to
queenstown mrt station, wanna go chua chu kang to watch movie, - Fast&Furious4, its a nice
show, but before that, we went to eat dessert, ate chocolate sundae, then after the movie, went
to Delifrance and have our dinner, the spaghetti sucks, tasteless, ohmygod, eat a bit dont feel
like eating ald, spoil my appetite. And later, we walked around, spend time at popular, see books
and magazines then head home, walked from chinese garden to my home, wa! HAHA! And im
home, playing facebook game: Restaurant City(: The day was nicely spend!!

2009-04-14T20:56:00.002+08:00

Pissed!! Reached school and went in to class then sir told us that lesson had cancelled. Then sir
talks a while and end ald. I went home straight after school. At about 3pm, went to meet wanxin
at Jurongpoint as she wanna me accompany her find job. Then we went to IMM, had ICE-CREAM,
cause we craving for it, we ate at anderson's place and we had 5scoops of ice-cream, we love the
belgian chocolate chip and the banana crunch is nice!! LOVE IT! Then, went to walk around and
see things, and we had tomyam handmade noodles, NICE, LOVE THE HOT SPICY TASTE!!
Later, walk over to JurongEast Interchange and i meet my mum, we going to the hospital to visit
my auntie, and im home! Just cut finish the WATERMELON, !! HAHA, AND THATS ALL.

2009-04-13T23:08:00.000+08:00

Lesson starts at 09am and it was alright, not that bored or not that great, was funny and
interesting, talks about communication barriers and communication breakdowns, the example of
it and talks a lot about service, yup. Then when lesson ends, cabby down to my boyfriend house
to meet him! Im so happy to see him, Its like so FINALLY LAH!! HAHA, and today, i like finally
eat in school, the food so so ah, nothing tasty, yupyup. Then and, i left my boyfriend place around
05pm, took a train down to bukitbatok, reached jurongeast, so many people lah, at the middle
plateform, ohmygod, then i just got to queeze in, and my bag so big somemore, lucky its only one
station, haha!! Then meet leepoh at the bus stop to take bus173 to the school, was later, and im
so sorry, played catching again, not fun one, so scare being caught LAH! But then, so far alright
ah. Started to do stretching, and then trained. Played match too, was quite fun at the end, yup.
And thats all, just hungry after training, went home eat and thats it(:
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LOVE, THANKS FOR THE TEE-SHIRTS THAT U BOUGHT FOR ME, I LOVE IT AND THE
GREY ONE, WE GOT THE SAME, THANKS FOR BUYING THE SAME, HAPPY THAT WE
WORE TODAY AND WENT MAC TOGETHER FOR LUNCH, LOVE THE ICE-CREAM!!! AND,
THANKS FOR THE CANDLE THAT U BOUGHT TOO, I'LL KEEP IT SAFELY IN MY
WARDROBE(: THANKS LOVE, HAPPY TO SEE YOU TODAY EH, WOOHOO! LIKE SO YEAH!
LOVE YOU LAH!! MISS YOU SO MUCH THESE DAYS(: !!

2009-04-12T17:02:00.000+08:00

ITS SUNDAY TODAY AND HE'S COMING HOME TONIGHT, TONIGHT, TONIGHT!!! ^^ IM

SO GONNA WAIT FOR HIS MESSAGE THAT HE IS IN SINGAPORE ALREADY! AND IM SO

GOING TO SEE HIM ON MONDAY IN SCHOOL AT 9am!!! I BET HE WILL BE DAMN TIRED.

MOST PROBABLY HIS EYES WILL BE HALF-CLOSED. HAHA! YEAH, HE'S COMING BACK

TONIGHT, AND I GUESS HE WILL MISS THAT PLACE HE WENT TOO, AND WILL START

HEARING HIS STORIES WHEN HE'S THERE SINCE THRUSDAY, IM MISSING HIM!!! :DDD

OK, i woke up very early today, dont know why, about 10plus and have been lying on my bed

till about 11plus then get up, started sweeping the floor, and my brother helped me mopped.

And then, went to take a bbus down to lakeside station there to meet my parents, cause we got

to view house again, one house for today again, the house not bad ah, better than the one i saw

yesterday, that house is totally a big NONO for me, today one, alright ah, maybe can consider,

but dont really like that much too, ): i seriously dont want to move!! Im missing my current

place now if i moved... But today the owner very cheerful, she's so sweet, she kept laughing, hey,

but quite a number of people is viewing this house that i viewed today, mmm, i just wish my

parents would drag longer and dont move so fast, i really dont want!! ): Shall end here.

LOVE, I MISS YOU!!

2009-04-11T18:42:00.000+08:00

I REALLY MISS HIM A LOT, LOTS LOTSS LOTSSS LOTSSSS LOTSSSSS, REALLY A LOT!!!
):

Alright, I shall began my story about today, Its really very bored, bored until i wanna cry, as
usual, i woke up and start throwing in the clothes in the washing machine, write a little of my
notes then used the laptop, its always the same. Whole day, in front of the screen playing
facebook game - Restaurant City. Then, around 0430pm, left the house and and go view people
house. I DONT WANT TO MOVE HOUSE, I WANT STAY WHERE I AM): tmr got to go and
see again in the afternoon about 0230pm. Shall see how it is then... 2more days and school
reopen, thats fast but holidays also nothing much, boredness!! tmr he's coming back home, i
cant wait to see him on monday! Yeah! (:

MY LOVE, GONNA SEE YOU SOON! LOVE YOU!! ^^

2009-04-10T16:03:00.002+08:00

I WONDER - KELLY PICKLER

Sometimes i think about you

Wonder if your out there somewhere thinking about me

And would you even reconize

The woman that your little girl has grown up to be

Cause i look in the mirror and all i see

Are your brown eyes looking back at me

There the only thing you ever gave to me at all

Oh i hear the weathers nice in california

There are sunny skies as far as i can see

If you ever come back home to carolina

What you'd say to me

I think about how it aint fair, that you wernt there to braid my hair like mothers do

You wernt around to cheer me on, help me dress for my high school prom

Like mothers do

Did you think i didnt need you here

To hold my hand, to dry my tears

Did you even miss me through the years at all?

Oh i hear the weathers nice in california, there are sunny skies as far as i can see

If you ever come back home to carolina

What you'd say to me

Forgiveness, such a simple word

But its so hard to do when you've been hurt

Oh i hear the weathers nice in california

And just in case your wondering about me

From now on i wont be in carolina, your little girl is off, your little girl is off

Your little girl is off to tennessee.

2009-04-10T12:19:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, went for my interview and the chef was ok but mine was faster then the rest, haha,
think he rushing for something important, and i think most likely i wont get in, got this feeling
about it, but its ok. Can find again(: then, went to chruch for holy communium, end around 9plus
to 10plus, then went home. bathe and sleep cause im very sleepy ald, and i woke up today,
started putting the clothes in the washing machine, so good girl right, haha, jokingjoking! Then
thats all. My boyfriend had just left Singapore ytd night, bye my love! Gonna miss him lots!

2009-04-08T21:45:00.002+08:00

woke up at 0945am and im feeling so sleepy, want to sleep somemore but cant, got to go to
school and have meeting, and the meeting was about our attactment(: thanks to sir jim for
helping us find, thank u. I like that hotel, Grand Copthorne Waterfront, cause opposite got a
condo, the swimming pool very nice! HAHA, Im crazy over that swimming pool lah! tmr, had to
go there for an interview, at 3pm, dont feel nervous right now eh, dunno why, normal. i just
miss my boyfriend):
LOVE, HAVE A GREAT FUN THERE, K! YOUR GO KART, YOU'RE WAITING FOR THAT!
TAKE PICTURES, OK? GONNA MISS YOU MAN! LOVE YOU, MY BOY!! SEE YOU ON MON!
TAKE CARE, AND SHOP LIKE MAD! THE WEATHER AT THERE, JUST GET USED TO IT,
DONT WEAR SO THICK CLOTHES, IF NOT YOU'LL BE LIKE A TAP, DRIPPING WATER,
HAHA :DD , HAD A NICE DINNER W YOU TODAY, LOVE THE CHICKEN GELATINE AND
THE CHOCOLATE, BANANA, AND ICE CREAM, THE BEST IS SPENDING TIME WITH YOU,
THANKS FOR THE DINNER, LOVE YOU MY DEAREST! ^^
Wanted to eat Thai Express, but he very hungry, then he wants to have buffet, so he can fill his
stomach w lots of food, then while walking to marinasquare, this man giving out flyers, so he
took it and ITS HOT PLATE, ohmygod, going to be fat eating that hot plate buffet, haha, its our
second time eating there. We bet, theres this couple, if they go in, we go in eat, they never, we
dont, then THEY WENT IN, then go in lor, but was a nice dinner, first time we eat, wa, damn
full, like forcing ourselves lah, haha! ok, thats all for today, goodnights(:

2009-04-06T17:40:00.002+08:00

Im so bored, Im so bored, Im so bored!! Did my housework today and finished at about 2plus in
the afternoon today, then ate my lunch, then used computer, nothing to do eh, play also bored
ald, Im so bored!! I HATE MY HOLIDAYS, i should go and work and earn money, kill time too,
wasted 1month of my time, somemore i dont study at home, say wanna study but never, cant
study, until when exams are nearer then i start to panic, and study study study = memorise my notes. Nothing to talk much about today, just basically at HOME! ): Like an animal in a cage): !!!
Well, hope my days are getting better and better and better!! dont wanna be bored, its really
killing me! HATE IT VERY MUCH, THAT MUCH, A LOT!