ALINA♥JUNRUI

♥ Sunday, July 27, 2008

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

Im going to blog about yesterday day!

26th July 2008 stories
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It was 11am that time when i woke up,flip my handphone and saw a message from my boyfriend, then i replied him and keep on smsing each other by then.miss him a lot, like for days never see each other, so sad):
got changed up to go to Faith methodist Chruch to do ministry work with my cousin,Gabriel,so needed be there at 2pm.arghh! oh, and i didnt dare to go in as im not actually prepared and dont really know the people there although i saw some familiar faces that i've seen before so i tried to sms my cousin and bring me in, eventually i got in and sat there like an idoit because i didnt really dare to approach others to talk,no courage lah! so was like freaking quiet,mouth close all the way,they were having their practices before the children come in at 4pm,but at that point of time i left because it was so damn bored ah! im sorry to leave halfway like that,i feel quite bad but i really dont want to stay in there anymore,if i know, i shouldnt have gone in the first place but maybe thats not part of the reason,Its part of my problems too, didnt dare to bring up myself to others, shy lah,of course! ): but anw sorry about it,i knew my cousin was like angry w me.thats what i think and feel ah but if i was him, i will feel that way too.like damn it! come and leave when the period the children came, like so irresponsible! no sense of maturity?! ya.
mmm, Its over.what can i do now? nothing right so i shall just let the emotions go slowly away.
hais): 0:
actually, after that i didnt went to meet my dad, i wanted to go home but theres this feeling that i want go back to Chruch of Singapore(Bukit Timah), ya.so i head there by mrt then to bus! was feeling v sleepy.reached there,i went up to the House of Prayer to get to my cell-group,sorry guys that i sounded so angry and my face was like no smile at all, totally moody, didnt mean it): Sorry.i really dunno what happen to me.Its like you know, not feeling that good,dunno why): yea, and finally i came in to the right room where my friends are.sorry that i didnt knock on the door,oh no! sorrysorry.feeling lost,my mind is totally blank.ya and so they talked about the sermon, about deadly and emotions action(murder).topics about anger,ya.mmm,seems good for me to know huh?! guess those people know me that i got bad-temper but im trying to cool down sometimes and change,hey.im really sincerely to change,ok? GOD,please help me! It was the sixth commandments, i shall go to chruch next week, been missing for chruch about 3weeks,oh my! drifting away from him, i shall put all my trust and worries in him.let him lead me the way i should go.next was praise and worship time, sang songs and pray then weehuat share his stories life in Army on how god was with him that day, suddenly he had the courage, and not fear about those spirit things around him, God show him the light, and lead him to the toilet.yea, and this experience that he shared are really truly awesome, everything was so coincidence,wow, amazingly that everyone was like " WOW ", Such sudden things do happen sometimes.hahas. cool huh?! oh my, Father, i will pray to you when i have difficulties, wish you could ans my prayer like how you do on weehuat,i shall trust in you and give all my respect to you because you are so big that no one can take away from you :D
oh, wow, suddenly so like wanting to get closer to god and speaking in my post so christain manner.heehees(: makes me smile and not lost eventually.It was about 7pm and its Dinner time, walk to chruch opposite to have dinner.was hungry and ate ,was full.Obviously! hahahahas.we celebrated mervin's birthday! HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, MERVIN! :DDDD
time passes by then, richelle, zhihong, aloysius and i went to westmall because richelle wanted to buy bag! I WANTED too, but i didnt.gonna save money together with my boyfriend and buy together, hahas(: bought already, then zhihong went to eat his dinner then aloysius and him went to play 1game of arcade while me and richelle sitting down chatting a little, as i was copying the sermons notes from zhihong, thanks anyway(: yeah! then its time to go home.DONE!

27th July stories
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im still here posting,huh?! hahas.Its 1plus now,and ready to post about later things that im going to do.wanna get wash-up and prepare to leave house to go for my drum lesson): oh no! im scare!
but nvm, God's with me! lol.
ya,i haven eat anything yet, feeling hungry and a little headache): dunno why?! mmm, alrights.thats all about it because nothing much to post,ya.so im just sitting on my bed using laptop(:
i just know that - I WANT TO PLAY VOLLEYBALL AND SEE MY BOYFRIEND! nothing else in my mind now :D wish to see him soon, ...

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