ALINA♥JUNRUI

♥ Saturday, May 30, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

Its going to be June soon, and its damn fast, can!! And, im seriously bored to the core man! I
cant study le, my brain are heavy enough for my head to hold, im gonna try to study later, im
still in my break-mood, mm, and im blogging just for the fun of it although i got really nothing to
talk today, yea. Im at home today again, June holidays, im so going to go out and have fun man!!
Wanna enjoy my last holiday before ATTACHMENT starts, ok!!! I MISS MY BOYFRIEND TOO!
:O What should i do now?! Feel like going out now and have fun with those girls i've not met for
such a long time already, but my daddy wouldnt allow me to go now): wanna go have fun,
jumping around, laughing around with them! woo! haha! alright, soonsoon will catch up with them!
:D hugs*

19:42

♥ Friday, May 29, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

here i am making myself think again):
my day today is study and rest and eat and drink andand sitting down on the chair, and bored ...

20:29

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sians, im bored man! ): homehomehome!! ): my brain arent working well, so dumb and useless):
D: in jesus name, nana pray, amen!

11:07

♥ Thursday, May 28, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

OMG!!
SHUT THE DISTRACTION! KILLS IT AWAY FROM MY BRAIN!! PISSING ME AND IM
LOSING MY CONCENTRATION! ):

22:44

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9am, i woke up and start recalling what i memorise for my notes and then went to bathe at about
10am, play games and off to school for some things done, had that nafa!! was feeling so hot man!!
stayed in school till like 4pm?! then went out school, waited for the bus to go home. home at
0430pm, open up my books again and memorise, was hungry and went out for dinner, and im
here blogging, nothing much about today. will treasure my time till monday morning, cause im
having exams!!

19:29

♥ Wednesday, May 27, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

morning woke up at 0745am just to study a little but eventually use laptop, then i bathe and
change, train down to tampines to meet my bf, going his house to study, needed some notes from
him too, yea. then, our lunch, we had botak jones, mmm, its american food, i ate fish&chips, he
ate cajun chicken, then the food was alright ah, not that bad, yea. then about 5pm, left his place,
he lend me his psp and play, thanks my dear, to keep me from boredness man! , then reached
clementi, wanna wait for bus but psp no batt -.- , ya. then home for dinner and here im blogging,
nothing much about today, just feeling scare for exams lah, 1st JUNE eh!! come on, its like this
coming monday, gotta work hard for it, its the finals already, jiayous to me, and those ITE mates
who are taking their exams too, best of luck!! (: LOVE YOU, MY BOY!

20:03

♥ Tuesday, May 26, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

THE PHOTOS OF US - VOLLEYBALL GIRLS

26052009

TUESDAY

ALINA & FENGYING & LEEPOH

LP, LINA, FY & XIUZHEN

LP, LINA, XZ

NANA & XIUZHEN

LINA, XZ & NO.6

DEBRA & ME

FENGYING & ME

LEEPOH & ALINA

BEST MATES, LOVE HER

TEAM 02 GIRLS

ALINA & TATA

HUIMIN, LINA, TATA, LEEPOH

WHO's extra hand? (:

THE END ...

23:46

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Im tired and hungry, wanna eat laksa, haha! O.K, Volleyball was FUN TODAY LAH!! All the
shouting, screaming, playing!! I admit i was rude to the other competitors, im sorry, dont mean
it, dont mean to scold you guys shut up, apologise for my rudeness. And im so sorry to one malay
girl that i hit her with the ball, wasnt purposely, wanted to hit back to tata but accidentally hit
you, although i dont know you but sorry, you look fierce, can. Team 02 got 3rd, team 01 got 1st!!
Woo, and champion this year again goes to College West team 01 guys and girls, thats very good!
Hehe, and although i didnt get to play and its my last year, i gain experience from the strong
competitiors, its ok if i never get to play, was happy after all, today. And during break, went
down to canteen and co-op to buy food, bought wedges with Leepoh, XiuZhen, Debra, Fengying,
mm, i guess thats all, we are like screaming in the canteen, like crazy bitches, haha!! And that
girl, Debra, disturb me huh!! haha! Take a lot of photos and stuffs, and end of the day. Gonna
put the pictures soon if i got them(: CHEERS*

17:37

♥ Monday, May 25, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

Im back home, mm, my day was spent by eating macdonald, going to C&K to look for my shoe,
and went to kopitiam eat desserts, and lastly, watched movie(:
Firstly, had nuggets, fries and drinks for lunch and was pretty full, next, went to C&K and the
shoe that i want dont have lah! ): i want it! i need it! its nice! And then, wallk around, my
boyfriend wants to sit down and have coffee but in the end, went to have desserts, i cant finished
mine, was full. And then, times up, went over to the bugis new shopping centre(iluma), watch
night at the museum 2, was not bad and the monkey so cute, and i remember the code, haha!
3.14159265, my bf confirm will like lame -.- hehe!! after the show, wanted to go home, walked
halfway and eh, i left my wallet at the cinema, forget to take, was scare lah!, then go to the
counter and asked them check, heng sia, they found it and i got it back, phew! damn scare lah!
wth! oh, anyway, his workplace was nice! i really freaking want work near him!! but no): wth!!!
I WANT! Wanna find a new place and work at bugis! (: wanna backout that MOF, make me
work at LOT1, which i dont want ah! ): hais, shall see then, even give me marina, i also nono.
Thats my day, gonna had my dinner soon. Im not hungry ah, but i dont wish to waste food.
My dear, thanks for the treat, and finally i can see you today, love you lah!! although wasnt fun,
but at least i could see you(: thank you!! gonna watch somemore movies with you again, will
accompany u watch the MONSTER VS ALIEN, and eat buffet with you, ya(: as you wish, i'll
follow you, as long as i can spent time with you and as long as you're happy ^^ LOVE YOU!!

18:10

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Its a monday morning right now and im done with myself, getting ready to leave house to meet
my boyfreind at bugis! damn happy lah, my daddy let me go out today and so i can finally see
him!! Woo!! Im hungry now.. hehe!! but im not eating, mm, maybe yes, maybe no, i dont know. I
wanna get rid of some fats first then start eating, i know its wrong but i cant stand my fats, haha!
will eat lah, wont dont eat, i know whats right and wrong ok! (: gonna blog again tonight, talk
about my day today with him(: see ya. so meeting him at 1pm!

11:30

♥ Sunday, May 24, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

WA! DAMN BORED LAH! TSK, BLOODY BORED TO THE CORE!!

15:28

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Im so gonna rot at home today, feeling bored and just feeling bored and just feeling feeling bored
and just just just feeling bored bored bored ... ... and bored again, im seriously bored man! Was
thinking should i study because exams is coming and yea, most likely i will, but later, haha! I feel
like sleeping now, i woke up too early already, its like about 10am i woke up, early lah! andand,
must help to do housework later, so im so going to do it and bathe and rest and start studying!
mm, i miss my darling, its been so long since i last saw him, and the last time was tuesday?! ): its
been like 5days today already, hais): Im going to meet him tomorrow cause no school! And i
hope my daddy let me go out! Im missing him so badly, really wanna see him real soon, mmm):
He's out today for soccer, i hope i can be out for volleyball, but NO! no ones wants to play and
practice andand i dont know, no one plan it. nevermind, my studies is going to come first after
tuesday last competition, yea.
* Im missing you man! Im loving you too! * Its an always always thing ^^

11:36

♥ Saturday, May 23, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

woke up and my mama asked me whether i want to go high-tea with my auntie and her a not, i
dont want because im lazy and i felt tired, and i got no appetite to eat too, so had a piece of plain
bread because i dont wanna get gastric as ytd, i didnt really had my lunch and dinner, just had
chicken and one cake plus a drink, thats all, yup. and wasnt having any appetite to eat, even if
theres a lobster, fantastic food around me, i wont want to touch it, so yea. then after the bread, i
ate ice cream, hoping to get tummy ache, wanting myself to feel pain, stupid huh, but i didnt
have any tummy ache. Then, my mama asked me to go, my daddy asked me to accompany my
mama, then aiya, just go then, hope to get better than just hiding in my room crying and feeling
sad all the way, so took a bus to commonwealth there and my auntie drive us from there, went
to marina madarin for high tea, not bad lah, but was freaking full till i had my business and i had
problems getting up to walk, my tummy felt uncomfortable and pain, and felt like vomiting so i
had a sit at a nokia shop and waited for the 2 ladies to done their walking around suntec, and
later, went to achorpoint there, my aunt went back to take things, my mama and me shop
around, went to C&K, wanna buy that pump shoes, but dont have my size38): , yea. so will go
other outlets to get it then.. need a pump shoes real fast! then finish, my aunt drove us to my
grandparents place to take curry and rest a while there and im home now. thats my day. gonna
rot at home tomorrow! oh well, hope im getting much much better day by day. And next tues,
hope i wont feel disappointed again, dont wanna have that same mood again like ytd! Its
totally FUCKED UP!

19:52

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my dear, the mistake that you have done, its over, i dont wanna talk about it already, its just
making me think again which i dont want to. I dont wanna quarrel over this matter because
even if i do, you cant change back the time and do something about it which would make me feel
happier. Just let the matter be on its own, forget about it. Its the past, its ok. Angry with you,
yes, but i cant always be angry with you, it wont change it, right. so, lets just continue the day as
it goes on.

19:37

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IM PISSED!!
2 FUCKERS!! In the game, concentrate ah, i know you can, but you always want to snatch the
ball when its not yours, and when its your ball, you dont wanna take, just stand there and watch,
and you like not serious one lah, as if you think you can make it to win. so what our competitors
are strong as we know actually they are the good ones, if you all play properly, i bet your sure
can win the round 02 game. NO TEAM SPIRIT. Im sorry, i see you play, i feel like scolding sia.
you angry, i sit there even angry. Im not trying to say im good lor if im the one in the team
playing, its just that you are one of the most important person in the team, and i know you can,
but just no faith, just not being serious and feel that u wanting to show off. Forget it, its over.
Anyway, congrats that you guys won the first match w college east, they not very strong, of
course and its a believe that you girls won.

03:47

♥ Thursday, May 21, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

TEAM 01 AND TEAM 02!! ALL THE BEST FOR TOMORROW COMPETITION, GOODLUCK!!
COLLEGE WEST, STEADY, ACE ACE ACE!!! JIAYOUS VOLLEY GIRLS! MUCH LOVES ^^

TEAM 02, TRY TO GET IN TO THE FINALS!!! I KNOW YOU GIRLS CAN DO IT TOMORROW!
GO GO GO, ALL THE WAY, AND WIN THEM ALL.. I HAVE FAITH IN YOU GIRLS, SAME AS
FOR TEAM 01, YOU GIRLS SURE TO MAKE IT! (:

20:50

♥ Wednesday, May 20, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

Im sorry my dear, i really got no choice, if can, i also choose bugis and work near you, but i cant.
And, i dont wanna do desserts eh, i like will learn nothing, somemore im not from pastry&baking.
ChuaChuKang and Bugis, how to meet during our break?!! We stay so far already, work also
wanna so far! ): im not happy eh, i know you not happy too, cause got guys but what to do, in this
line, sure have one. Im sad too, just wanna get close to you and work near you, because im so
going to miss you during attachment): I will faithful to you, you must too, yea?! Last Long my
dear, Love you to the fullest!

17:37

♥ Tuesday, May 19, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

0945am, my handphone alarm rang, was tired and i message my dear,
me: where are you, i wake up already, him: tamp.
Then i get up of the bed and went to bathe as he still at tampines, still long to come here, in the
toilet, i heard my house phone ring, so didnt get to ans, thought was my grandma who calls,
came back to my room after my bath, so missed calls and messages, all was from him, he say he
reached already, then i was like huh, so fast meh, so i just quickly take my keys and open the
doors, heard his slipper sound, and he arrived, haha! that was early my dear, and sorry that i
didnt pick up your call, was in the toilet ah(: i changed and soon my grandma came, we are then
leaving house to go prawning at taman jurong there, then took a packet of carrot cake there to
eat, took bus98 and something went wrong, not because of the wrong bus but i thought can go
the place so then i never alight and make a one big damn long round back to the bus stop we are
suppose to alight, feel so dumb, and i felt so sorry. Was having headache in the bus, what a long
ride, im sorry. Alighted and walked to the place where we are going to prawn, one rod each and
total we caught about above10, we forget to count but got more than 10, was happy, and in the
middle of prawning, my dear caught one big prawn ah, smart and lucky sia, him!! haha, then he
keep on getting prawns but i didnt, i felt so sians, the prawns dont like me today): then, i
caught a quite big one, smaller than my dear caught, but was the second biggest, was happy,
by using his rod i caught!! what the hell, the prawns like his bait): hehe, but overall was
definetly happy, getting to prawn with him today. Thanks my dear for taking up your time to
accompany me(:
Just had my dinner, shared noodles with my mum cause she asked me too, and im back now......

to my dearest:
Im sorry for not checking properly before taking a bus to the place where we want to go and
make you sit on the bus for so long as you dont like to take public transport, somemore its so
far, i will check properly next time, and im so careless that i should remember to alight at that
bus stop which i think it is actually but i just let the bus drove off cause i thought that the bus
will alight us near the place and go that place but it didnt, we must walk one. I apologise for that.
I wasn't angry with you, i just felt so stupid again and felt really sorry that you had such a dumb
girlfriend, then i think a lot again ... ... ya, im sorry. And my tone to you, i try to lower down, k,
i like that cause i dont like the way you do things, like the prawns, its dirty and stink, told you
dont touch already, but u still touch, and you wanna touch the bubble tea, germs eh, then i dont
like, sorry. I dont mean to shout at you, then u come my place, after wash leg should wash
hands, then i scare you just touch the drinks again, need to be clean, k? sorry about that, dont
like to be dirty too. I'll control my tone towards you, k. Im really sorry for everything that make
you feel so unhappy today, but really thanks for the day, thanks for the accompaniment(:
LOVE YOU LOVE YOU LOVE YOU, MY DEAR!

19:49

♥ Monday, May 18, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

7am wake up wake up, andand went to the toilet to have my shower, done and went back to my
room and pack my stuffs to leave house and meet my dearest, had a chocolate bread for
breakfast because i scare with my empty stomach, i cant take long ride, so ya, eat and drink
something to fill my tummy. Left house at 0740am with my messy wet hair and took a bus to
lakeside mrt station, in the train, a lot of people man!! until raffles place then very little already,
was standing all the way, halfway near tampines, felt headache, giddy, and wanna black-out ald,
im so scare, went to sit down till the next station, cant take it already, quickly walk out of the
train at simei, and sat down, quickly took out a bubble gum and chew to give me some sugar,
drank my plain water and rest, head facing down on my hand, was sweating then, feeling cold,
then as the train passes, wait and board again, feel the headache again, alight the next station
and walk, breathe in and out, and then slowly, feeling better, reach my boyfriend place, faster
put my bag down and went to the toilet, then rest, finally im better already, phew!! hate this
feeling, so suffering, then play and copy notes at his place, watch tv, go eat and then went for
training at shuqun secondary, took a cab from jurongeast, then, i got in team2, was happy that
i can play in competition but my project, oh please, let me off earlier!! really wanna play, its my
last year, oh please, but of course i know that project first ah, hope i can rush back to play!!! Im
really very craving and excited about competition, i really wanna win this year! I WILL PUT IN
MY WHOLE EFFORT IN IT! During training today, wanna catch the ball, then hit my hips the
bone there, damn pain sia, but i still continue, im alright, nothing serious about it, and after
training, i bused home, home sweet home!! :D Im so going prawning with my dearest tomorrow!! yea, my schedule has planned nicely, so i wont be bored this 4days, love it man! hate to be
bored, like shit!! ending here now, goodnights(: Oh, and im damn stupid lah, took wrong train,
i dont know whats wrong with me, i never see properly ah, im sorry for being so dumb, sorry, i
next time will see carefully and dont be so dumb already, im so sorry, i feel so stupid now. Im
sorry.

23:23

♥ Sunday, May 17, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

About 0145pm, left the house to have lunch at JurongWest area there and then went to view house,
first impression, ohmy, dont like because of the building, its old and ugly, and the ground floor, so
quiet and like dirty eh, feel so uncomfortable, then was thinking what if i came home late at night,
so deserted like that, later stranger catch me away, how?! ): maybe i think a lot, but thats what i
feel ah, i still think my current house now is still the best lor.. Alright, let me share about the
inside of the house, was not that bad among all the houses that i've seen, i think this one that i see
today is the nicest, feel so seashell at home, like the room, the flooring, small but i dont mind, its
easier to do housework! but i just dont like the outside, its near to the lift, yes, but like so scary
eh, im a scary-cat! Cant be blame, thats me lah! mm, i dont know if my parents are really going
to shift to that place, seems that my family like it too, but we will still be viewing somemore
houses again and dicuss about it. After all, its their choices, i just want places which is convenient,
and clean and not very old the building, and just stick to my likings, yup.
Later, went to MacDonald, had a chat about the houses and had my Milo Mc Flurry, nice but
damn sweet! then, went to buy fruits, i wanna eat DURIAN!! but, my daddy dont want): and
later walked to the dessert stall and had some of it, and im home now! thats my day spent!!

17:33

♥ Friday, May 15, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

HELP ME! IM REALLY VERY BORED NOW):

22:44

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BOYFRIEND!! YOU ARE SO LAZY TO BLOG, AND IM NOT. HEHE! ^^

Wednesday - 13may2009
Left my house at 3pm to meet my dearest and then put my bag at his house, and then we went
to eastcoastpark together, we took a cabby there, reached about 7plus pm, walked to the bbq
pit and they were there, not much people actually, having a farewell bbq for my classmate, Jon,
had some food and chats w them, went prawning with my boyfriend together with our classmates,
they were prawning too, i had fun prawning ah!! My boyfriend teach me how to prawn, he lucky
lor, caught 2 prawns so fast and he was called a fisherman, haha!! And then, later on, we like no
luck eh, no prawns and we shift to another side then have already, very happy when the prawn
bite the food, i miss quite a lot of times, im sorry my love, at times im slow and too fast, thats why
i missed it. But im happy that we caught quite a lot, and i dare to touch the prawns already,
hehe, a bit scary ah, i know the feeling man!! HAHA! ok, and we stay over, was bored at times,
but so far, ok ah. I wanna go prawning again!! Went back to his place to sleep cause tired, we
took a cab back too, cause raining heavily and we are like so cold, so yup. Had a quick bath and
slept. His house downstair doing construction, damn noisy ah, i sleep and wake up so many
times, then about 4plus pm, left his place to training, and vb was sucks! Dont wanna talk about
it, just pissing me off w and F word coming out from my mouth, forget it!! No mood for vb!

And my dearest, know that we almost quarrel everyday, as mostly it was me who started it
out first, but i will, shall put it, we will improve ourselves not to quarrel so much and just hope
that our relationship will be better day by day, alright? And dont think so much, after what you
asked me about the qns and i ans, you also ans, i really still want to be with you, i really want,
i still love you too, last long together! Love You!

19:22

♥ Tuesday, May 12, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

I find that you are a person who is unreasonable, selfish and you got quite s number of bad points
to me! Just like today, i dont wanna say you but i just got to. Im sorry although you're part of
me. you just pissed me off since yesterday.

20:28

♥ Monday, May 11, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

morning at 11am, woke up and bathe and then prepared to leave the house to jurongpoint with
my mummy and 2brothers because my brother want to buy a handphone and then so we went
there to see the phone that he wants, and then the phone was too expensive to buy so he bought
another cheaper ones, and yes, he got it. At least he had a better function one than the old one
that he used.
Then blahblahblah at jurongpoint, the phone that i want go promotion and then train down to
tiongbahru to meet my auntie, but some problem came up and then i didnt get the phone, so my
mummy and i train down back to clementi to go to my grandparents house for dinner, then my
cousin and uncle came down too, my cousin need to buy a phone too, so we went to the singtel
shop to get him one and then next, will be my turn to get a new phone, my uncle drove us to my
place there, and use his plan to change, and he bought one and i got mine phone that i want(C510),
Im not very happy about it, just normal mood lor, cause the phone was like normal, nothing
much, yea. nvm, got phone can already, can use to sms and call my boyfriend, is good enough!
(: gonna see him tmr, happyhappy! goodnights!

21:57

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(10may2009):

partly its because of me that make us quarrel over and over again, and i dont understand you
and this and that, im sorry. i dont wanna quarrel too, its like almost everyday, can? its so sad to
quarrel, and so headache to talk to each other in this angry manner. Cut down our quarrels, k?
Im sorry for everything, im sorry. Dont quarrel tomorrow, hope tomorrow will be better, ya(:
And,
im sorry about the "no love towards me", the sentence that i text you, i dont mean it, i just feel
that, im sorry. I still love you, ok! I really still do. Its an always thing(:

00:02

♥ Sunday, May 10, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

Finally we meet together, she's my sweetie!

LOVE HER LOTS!

* Girlfriends Always *

FAZILAH & ALINA

...

I shall talked about the time i spend yesterday:

Met Fazilah at lakeside and we took a train to cityhall, at then, Xinyi join us as we need some extra cash to buy a gift for our classmate as it was his birthday. Then, we walked to the Singapore Flyer there, the weather was like so hot lah, and im sweating, andand, i didnt know need to walk till so far from cityhall lor, its so far and its like no bus to take us there.

Woo, then we bought 2tickets and then we took a bus there to esplanade, lazy to walked so far,

but still have to walk a little from the bus stop, and then blahblahblah, meet joanna at pasir ris,

she was waiting alone for the 3 of us to arrive and then we went to burger king to sit down and

have a drink and then we took a bus to downtowneast and we walked again to the chalet area.

Was happy to see my classmates after so long like 1year plus but not all turn up and it was quite

disappointing, but overall, still had laughters and fun, we eat and talk, and take pictures, and

blahblah again, hehe, sorry. And 1230am, i left the place, took a cab back home, it was 0105am

when im home. Thats All. I had only 4photos with me, me and Faz took in the toilet(: Like the

colour, just like it, dont know why.

IM JEALOUS THIS MORNING!! AND IM KIND OF PISSED!!

I DONT WANNA THINK ABOUT IT AGAIN, ITS THE PAST AND ITS OVER.

12:36

♥ Friday, May 08, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

Im home and i got to start saving up money now, i have spend too much on outdoors stuffs this
weeks. I need to save up! Somemore still need to pay class photo and got bbq next wednesday,
so yup(: !
And, i actually felt sad this morning today due to some problems, and im better now, thanks for
my friends who cares for me, especially my volleyball mates, and my classmate: maii - she
accompanied me the day at canteen, sitting down and bored w me. Im so sorry and at that point
of time, i really dont want to go have a walk or shopping, and i got no mood to eat. Then afterwards,
i took a bus, wanna go home because my dear boyfriend dont allow me to stay outside alone, he's
worried and he hates to think a lot, so he dont allow me and so i message him whether could he
accompany me today and skip his training, and find me now, and .. so eventually we meet at ecp,
the old same place where we use to be, and im happy that i can meet him, and happy that he skip
his training just to accompany me. I felt quite bad as his training was very important but im
sorry. Thanks Love for taking up the trouble to accompany me today and spend quite a lot of
money again, we'll start to save, ok?! I felt much better after your accompaniment and talks to
me, patiently bear w my angry mood just when we keeping the things, because i really dont like,
u know what i mean right, ya. Im sorry but thank u for the day, i really want to see you today,
i really do, thats why i want u out today, thank you. After today, i couldnt see you on sat, sun
and mon, at least i get to meet you today and i really dont wanna bored at home, i bored since
wednesday already, i guess you should know how it feels right?! Since wednesday, if i didnt
meet you, its like ohmygod): you should understand how it feels, ya. And also i finally get to eat
my char kueh teow, i dont know how to spell it, and the clams, love it and im very full. thank u.
and also, for the laughters of my wrong pronouciation of words and thanks for the peas hor,
put in my water bottle!! so dirty can?! and its like polluting my water, waste water you big ass!
But thanks for the peas, i love to eat. thank you! I LOVE YOU, MY DEAR! I ALWAYS DO!
And Love, could you not think so much please, im faithful hor, i dont really see guys now, ok?
Im like not interested in others already ah, only you. Even if you think, i also got think lor, i
should be the one thinking more ah, your past): but what to do, your past what, you decide who
you want to be with, who you dont want, who you admire, this and that, i dont wanna think a
lot also, its really very sad, thats what i feel, i dont know why. I dont have a past eh, you're my
first boyfriend eh, i admit i do admire others before but i dont have memories w them, you do.
And you remember you hurt me once, i dont wanna talk about it already, i really dont, i dont
feel like knowing and recalling back about your past, i dislike it because im not the one who is
with you last time. NOW IS NOW, THE COUPLE NOW IS YOU AND ME, NOT OTHERS, NOT
THEM, just the both of us, ok? Trust me, alright? And i will trust you too, please. Will you?

18:22

♥ Thursday, May 07, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

i really got it now. i really do now. thanks for the ans that it really hurt me so much!

23:25

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♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

Did i do anything wrong just now?
Am i the one who makes the both of us quarrel?
I guess i did nothing wrong, am i very wrong my dear?
Im part of it to make us quarrel, i admit.
I dont want to, you think i wanna quarrel? Its not fun, ok?
It only hurt the both of us. Dislike one another at that part of time.
Till now, you still dont understand whats wrong.
Its ok. I got nothing much to say.

22:03

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Im bored. Im staying at home till evening and im going for volleyball training later on, Im really
bored, now its only like 1130am in the morning!! ): The weather is just simply too hot Andand im
like sweating just now, ohmygod! Oh, think about volleyball, what the hell! ): im pretty sad man!
My volleyball competition and my big project is on the same day lah! *CLASH*, ): i wanna go for
my volleyball but i cant, the only path i can go is my big project! hais. One year one time, what
the hell! No choice lah, feel quite pissed off at the start, wanna cry but what to do. Tsk! Anyway,
i dont go and play also good ah, without me, no difference. I think i onnly make my team suffer.
Shall let the better ones have the court.
mm, gonna slack till evening now): wanna get out of this house if i can! ANYTIME! I FEEL LIKE
SHOUTING IT OUT NOW! ARRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! =0

11:38

♥ Wednesday, May 06, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

mm, why am i like this again?
my mood went down tonight again, am i thinking too much?
actually, it was not a very good day for me today, even when my boyfriend sms me, im like so
bored and im like feeling so not happy. I dont know how to describe the feeling, just total not in a
mood to smile.
Im sorry my dear that im like that, i cant cheer up. I dont know whats up with me. I just feel like
being alone, hiding in my room without a single noise and just cry. Sigh* I feel so sloppy right now. Or, a better one from keeping myself in my room, so bored,
I wish i can just leave this house now, sitting on the sand at the beach and hear the sound of the
waves, how nice its going to be. Feel the breeze and the cold touch on my skin, focusing the sky
and stars above me, and simply let it clear my mind from me thinking too much, *maybe* and
enjoying the atmosphere around me. Just me, the rock, the sea, the sky, the stars, the trees, the
sand which is around me. Thats so nice and i wish i could do that now, right now!
I hope im better tomorrow.

23:31

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I woke up at 12plus in the afternoon today and then i ate my wheatmeal cereals with HL Milk,
and then i used the computer, im bored. I off the computer again and went to study, but i cant,
just no mood to study at all. Im kind of lazy now. I try to study later, maybe! Im feeling quite
tired now, had a slight headache): hais, i hate staying at home whole day lah! Today no school,
tomorrow also dont have. Friday, might not be going to school, i dont know. mm, its killing me to
be at home. And the weather is like so sunny now. And my back is itchy again, oh well. hope the
itch goes away as soon as possible. Im seriously in a bored mood now.

14:20

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MY DEAR YEWJUNRUI,

I LOVE YOU!

12:56

♥ Tuesday, May 05, 2009

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Many people were saying that the world in year 2012, will have disaters and one by one of us
will be gone, thats what the scientist predicted, i dont know whether is it true or not, but i dont
want to die): I feel so pain, but what can i say, its up to the earth. True or not, mdm veron(my
teacher) says that live happily now. Its true. Never know when we're vanish in this earth. Live
life to the fullest. My boyfriend and i were saying about this matter, - me: "huh, then we will be
separated in 2012, we cant last forever." - him: "at least we last till that day" (something
like that ah, forget already). Then both of us were talking about we cant fulfilled our dreams and
stuffs, blahblahblah! Cut this out now. After lesson, and oh, its the last lesson for us already and
test is up next week? I think so, not very sure. Ok, after lesson, went to take a bus down to vivo
city as i dont wanna go home early, so my boyfriend accompany me, we had long john silver for
our lunch and then we walked around vivo, a bit bored eh, nothing much, then mylove bought
me the kindo surprise, the chocolate egg then inside got toys one, haha, i like that one, very long
never eat that one already, it cost $8, inside the box got 3, thanks love, a bit waste money ah,
sorry, im very childish. I wont spend money on this stuffs already(: sorry mydear. And then
we went to Food republic to buy a drink, - watermelon juice. Nice! Then later on, he feels like
eating sushi, so we go the vivomart, and buy. We ate and then we went home): we are separated
again): hate to say byebye to him): andand tmr no school, cant see him, wish i can eh): how nice
if we stay near ah, but we're not. Hope thrusday can see him!!
~
*Love, thanks for the accompanyment today although i can see that you are very tired, and
spending time together just now, so nice. And thanks for the chocolate, hehe. Wont buy it ald,
know that its expensive and not worth it and childish =p, thank u so much! AND, im not a horse,
ok?! - NA BEI! hahaha, even if i am, you buy me already and im sold right? ^^ Andand, today,
you keep disturbing me,!! fun hor, huh!! You today very crazy sia! mad cow! hahahaha! But i
love the time being with you so much! Love you!*

18:05

♥ Monday, May 04, 2009

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Im not in a good mood or neither in a good mood today. Was wondering did i born rightly in
this house? maybe im just thinking too much, but hey, this is me. I know what im thinking right and i know myself how i feel all this years. You guys are bias as from what i think and see, maybe im not right but i wont be in total wrong too. My tones and my attitude to you all may seems very rude at times, like i didnt treat you all as my blood, just like a outsider or something, but thats not what i think. And, i know and realise that im very rude, i dont know why, i always tell myself to change but i always didnt do it, but i know that i did change a little, im not like what i am the last time. I admit that i treat my friends more nicely than you guys but i still at times respect you all and talk to all of you nicely. I dont know. I just feel that, im so left-out, im like an extra person in this roof, in this world. Those readers who read this post may thinks that im just being too childish, like all the other teenages - being emo, and feel so in need of help, that kind, tell you what, im not! i dont need any advice or comfort from anyone, im just spreading out these words from what im feeling now. I do the housework for my you all, and i feel that you guys dont seems to appreciate it, maybe your do but i just dont realise it, sometimes says im lazy, - YES, i am! Its correct, but not all the time, people tends to get lazy but ya, i still do the things in the house that im suppose to do. And i admit with the words from 'your' mouth that im stupid, useless, which is oh, that i totally agree! Im worse than a primary one kid but it hurts at times, joke - yes but it seems to me that its true from your mouth. Im dumb, and im really is. I cant deny that for sure. I everything also dont know, clueless. My english, my maths, my science, just basically my subjects that i studied, im lousy in it. Im not a smart person but thats ok w me. It hurts me when your mouth open and say in front of my siblings, until so seriously like that. I do
everything i can in this house but ... i dont know what to say, i dont know how to carry on. Im
just simply invisible to everyone. I dont want to continue saying it all out now, i just wanna keep
it to myself. And, i just feel that you guys are acting in front of others at times, so fake. I shall
stop here. No need to be pity with what i wrote, im totally fine.

20:20

♥ Saturday, May 02, 2009

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I DONT LIKE MY HAIR LAH! ITS DAMN UGLY, CAN!

MY BOYFREIND, MY LOVE, MY DEAR!

HE LOOK SO FUNNY AH, AND WE ARE BOTH BURNT BY THE SUN!

THIS PICTURE NOT NICE, I LOOK SO WEIRD, CAN!

OUR DINNER CHIILY CRABBY!

OUR FOOD, AND THE SATAY WE NEVER TAKE CAUSE HAND DIRTY ALD!

21:34

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HEY, went out with my love today because its our 1year anni andand im so happy spending time
with him just now at ecp, we went there to tent and the weather is so hot lah, and im burnt, the
sun is like burning my skin): Painful and Uncomfortable. But the wind was strong, love it! Then
we listen to songs and talk, and he play his psp while i lie down and rest. Oh, starting, we build the
tent together, mostly is he do, hehe. Cause im like so dumb eh, and then i like just help to hold the
tent from running away, haha! We still got go to the big rock there and sit down, enjoying the
wind, so nice! not long, we went back to the tent cause his buttock pain, hehe! - BIG ASS LAH,
MY DEAR! Also, We didnt take much picture cause he dont want): then dont take
lor, thenthen also, about 5plus pm we packed up, keep everything, then walked to the washroom
to clean ourselves up cause we very sticky, then im quite itchy and a little piss ah, just feel so
dirty eh, but after a while, im alright already, then we 2 walk to the foodcourt there, cause my
dearest wants to eat crab and i wanna eat satay and kangkong(: hehe, so when we reached the
place, and we found a sit, very fast(: Ordered the food and we start eating, love the crabby, the
kangkong and my chicken satay, dont like the mutton one, hehe! Love the Chilli and we ate the
"hum(cockles)" too, feel so sick eating that! And later, we cab home): bye my love! miss you man!
The uncle so scary sia, he got flu i think, im quite scare but i didnt think that much, then he go
long way, im like so scare he drive me away, at that point, i wish my bf was beside me, but we
stay so far): sad sia! The cab fare cause me $24, wtf! aiya, no choice lor, but my day today was
well-spent too!
*Thanks mydear for the day, appreciate it, will sms you when im going to bed* Wanna send you
a long message ^^ I LOVE YOU, DEAREST!

21:31

♥ Friday, May 01, 2009

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IM BADLY BURNT BY THE SUN TODAY! Im so RED-DY now. I shall talk about my day today.
Went to sentosa with tata, waiting for her at harbourfront cheers there, then this man, idiotic
china man, i think, feel that he very purposely lor, keep passing by me, then like wanna spy on
me like that, shit him! GET LOST MAN! Then, i was kind of scare, thats why i msg my bf, how i
wish you was here): ", but he didnt reply because he having training, thats why, so i just waited
for tata to come. And ... Here she is! Oh'k, then she wore green colour too, but our wordings
different, hers' was BRAZIL and mine was VOLLEYBALL.. then we went to buy tickets to go to
sentosa, then a lot of people ah, squeezing in the train, those china, hehe. Reached and we walked
to palawan beach, sat down and we put the tanning oil and we tan, tata sweat a lot lor, i like a bit
only, haha! And, we go in water, remove the sand, get up, then go in water again, then played
volleyball and her friends find us, then we play together a while then rest, we sat down and tan
again, was there from 11am to 1plus near 2pm like that, crazy right? Tanned so LONG! (: Oh,
* Thank you tata for not backing-out(: thanks for the day today, tanning with me. thank u! And,
also the tanning oil, thanksthanks! *
After that went walked walked and so on, and then we ate long john silver cause this tata girl
wanna eat, so after we eat then we went home separately. Ohoh, almost forgot, when we
reached the beach and wanna put down our things, i was asking tata whether when she tanned,
will her skin PEELED OFF, AND, she ans me with instead of the word PEELED, she says -
*PELT*, haha, she pronouce it wrongly, hahahaha! OK, thats my day, And tata, i never forget
hor, luckily i remember suddenly(: !! Nicely spent at sentosa today, shall go tanning more often!

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