ALINA♥JUNRUI

♥ Wednesday, July 29, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

Im happy! hahaha, my boyfriend suprise me by coming to my workplace and meet me today :) !!
SO NICE OF HIM! :DD Loveyou mydear! He's so sweet, hehe! thats how i feel this few days lor!
And im off tomorrow! im so duper happy, wanna change toe nail colour soon!
And met maii just now, went to eat at manhattan fish market :) The salmon not bad, very nice,
love the fries and the tar tar sauce, nicenice! I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND VERY MUCH :) thankyou!

00:15

♥ Sunday, July 26, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

D:
HOW?!

meet up with bf few days back and went to his area there and walkwalk only, and we're like planning to go ION
this week and have same day off but end up, both of us different,hais. Im like so ): things always
turns out this way,hais. then next week lor, if not another next week, or next next week, or mths later, i dont know, i dont wanna expect much, happy at first but disappointment at the end.sians.
this whole week im working from 7am to 3pm, its good because morning shift, time passes faster,
but go home earlier, super bored. And if afternoon shift, time passes slower): mmm, why like that,
hahaha, actually work what time, anything for me its ok! but i just wanna learn something better,
but no, i dont get it. Was wondering should i continue or just quit it and find another one? HOW?
oh well, i dont know. I miss school days, ytd met up with maii for dinner at the soup spoon, and
its like first time, i like the sandwich but i doesnt like the tom-yam taste salad, its yucks. Im
eating healthy now, hahaha and i wanna lose some more weight, im watching my diet, hahaha!!
I miss my ITE classmates, felt like going back to school like the past, but wanna meet up, its
hard, because everyone timetable its so different, yea. i dont decide this.
im working hard on my work now, trying to absorb the things that i've to learnt. all the best to
my mates who's having attachment right now, and boyfriend 'ENDURANCE', you said it(:
i dont care hor, meet up soon for our shopping!! (He's having headahce now, takecares my dear).
byebye.

17:39

♥ Monday, July 13, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

One week of attachment and i wanted to quit.
Its so tough and i had this feeling of giving up.
But its only the start):
I still got another 23more weeks, ohmy!
I cant pull myself up, i dont have the strength.
Working in this industry is difficult.

You meet different people and tends to dislike the people you working with.

Im controlling my mood, my emotions.

I just really dont wish to work anymore.

But still, and yet, i got no choice.

Everyone in my position is going on, i got to follow.

I dont wish to give up, i will continue as far as possible.

Its tiring, but still what can i do, nobody can help me except myself.

Sometimes, my motivation went down, i cant climb up.

Im surviving, Im going on with my motivation from my bf.

We suffer together now and enjoy later.
I will do it, i tell myself i can.
Endurance, thats the key.
I will work hard and be in a better position in future.
I will try my best to continue.
Adapt the life there, and continue.
And weeks after weeks, months after months, it'll pass.
I can do it, i'll always keep in my mind.
~
Its been one week and both of us have not been meeting): im terribly sad.
I wish he was here with me.
But i cant rely on him always.
All i need now, is to see him and talking to him.
I miss the times we had together so much.
I understand that we have to work, i still got to move on.
I shouldnt think so much, but i just kept thinking.
I felt so down (sigh)..
(Im crying).. D: i cant control it.
Even at work, i tends to control my tears.
Seeing the couples everywhere, i felt so no love.
I understand.
I shouldnt put ths things during work. I tried.
I will wait till the day we can meet. That will be so great.
But still im so thinking now): no one can help me solve, its up to me.
I really miss him so much, imagine that. Know my feelings):
Work Work Work.
Sleep Sleep Sleep.
Eat Eat Eat.
NO MEET NO MEET NO MEET, ITS the WORST THINGS EVER.
Im moving on, i hope time faster pass):
Sadly, its so slow.
What else can i say, nothingnothingnothing):

11:45

♥ Saturday, July 11, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

WA! Finally its SATURDAY, and my work end at 4pm!! Damn happy because today very busy
from morning till i left, so many customers,can?! And then just now, this lady complain to me
that she waited 20mins and her coffee haven ready yet,then i just look at her cause i dont make
coffee mah, i do food only, then she just go to the bar station and complain, talk so loud -.- then
people look, wth, bad impression of coffee club, then just let her say lor, another one was the
angmoh lady, she also waited for 20mins, the bar people slow uh.i dont know, i just keep quiet :)
Actually, on the 2nd/3rd day of work, i wanted to quit cause of some reasons, but i just tell
myself, just continue and get over it, i left 23more weeks eh): still long lah! Its damn tiring, leg
very tired, feel so sleepy, lie on the bed,straight away can snore already, even though its like
8hours a day, but its still very tiring, the time pass very slow, dont know why): a lot of things to
do everytime, be it i come in the morning or afternoon, must pack this&that, arrange here&there,
and the place is so cramp,can?! the fridge so small, and we must always, excuse me here&there,
throw this for me, take this&that, like its so small, even the dry store, omg! its very hard to
work, and sometimes hard to take&find things, aiyo. And i just drop a plate ytd in the store):
and its broken into pieces,just like that. Some reasons that i dont like to work,dont wanna say
out :) but what to do, i think everywhere also the same, mmm. SUNDAY IS MY OFF DAY, but
i rather weekday): so can meet my bf, next week i cant meet him already, cause sunday its my
off again): i asked chef whether every sunday my off not, then he say no, will change, wa!! thats
good man!! then i told him i want weekday(: dont wanna mention about work anymore, im
tired. I just wanna have more rest&meet my bf :) thats all i want. Next week, i work all until
night, 10 or 11(: i rather morning actually,haha! Cause' time pass faster lah! ~ what a day today!

18:17

♥ Monday, July 06, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

My FACE now is totally awful, its burned and the i have dry skins around my nose and mouth): i
dont like it): later people will think i have skin disease): Well, today trained down to meet my
friends at aljunied and i was late by 10mins, and then we bus down and walked to the HQ building,
we was early by about 15mins, as it starts at 9am, and all the way, have briefing, talktalktalk,
have lunch and briefing again, so tired lor, dont like it, i dont like orientation. Then after that,
went to see the kitchen, the store, and the chef took us to the cold chiller&freezer room, damn
cold, once i go in, i shiver already, want to get out, we stayed in there a while as the chef talks,
and faster come out, and we did went in to the coffee chiller, its cold too, but the coffee smells
very nice, like make us awake. the rooms that we went in are super cold, to the fullest :) ya, then
went in to the hot kitchen, the smell of the tomato sauce, very nice and then see the people cut
lobster shell, like so yummy, haha! then after that went to the pastry side, the cakes so tempting,
i saw the mud pie, wa, feel like eating,can?! hahaha, after that, went to the office for briefing
again, its so bored, can?! talktalktalk, and the pastry side gave us some cakes, the muffins was
ok, dont fancy it cause i dont really like to eat muffins, and theres this cake, they call it
carrot cake, very nice(: and after all this, pack the room and off we left the building to see 2
places of coffee club, and i find it quite stupid uh, just go there, show us the kitchen, and its
super small, and teach us how to punch card,yup. (millenia walk&marina square).. im working
at wheelock place tmr, im so starting work tmr(: thats all for today, goodnights.

21:15

♥ Sunday, July 05, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

In the morning, daddy drove mama&brother to chruch, then drove over to see cars, and walking
around, daddy&me kind of want that Honda Fit,but too expensive): then daddy decided not to
get it, sian uh. i know its hard to pay bills here&there, well, let him decide bah. After that, went
for a drink and buy some snacks, then daddy drove me&bro to queenstown there for lunch and
also to book seats cause a lot of people will go eat,ya. Then my daddy drove back to pick my
mama up after chruch and soon after they arrived. ate dumplings,noodles, sour&hot soup, and i
was damn full, after that, went ntuc buy some stuffs, daddy drove to auntie's place and we sat
a while, and daddy drove cousin to yamaha for piano, and drove me to bf house! :) thankyou, so
i dont need take mrt, kind of lazy, haha! Had steamboat at his house with his family(: and i was
really full, cant take it, and after steamboat, ate fruits and soon off i left his house): actually
wanna go to the park and walk but suddenly raining then never already, so bf send me to mrt
and byebye): miss him uh! meet a while only,like so little): thought we could actually spend the
whole day one but no): its ok.
sweetest boyfriend!! thankyou for accompanying me to the mrt, and we didnt spend much
today but had steamboat, love it! and ya, i hope we meet soon again, the time we spend its
getting lesser and lesser): and thankyou for the jacket, love it! :) love you very much, my dear(:

22:00

♥ Saturday, July 04, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

Siblings

my second fish, 750grams

my first fish, 1kg

morning went fishing then caught 2only, end about 0430pm then we left the place and cab

home, went for dinner and thats my day, dont wanna blog, not in the mood, i hate this feeling,

shit): Goodnights.

19:54

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♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

HAHAHA!
What a FRIDAY!! D: Its sad,can?! Suppose to be a HAPPY DAY, and it turn out to be a SAD DAY.
Dont blame me or my bf, thanks to that pork, HAHAHA, make me got the urge to blog now, like
so randomly which i doesnt want to): my day was full of sighs(hais), you know! Felt so irritated,
can?! ): im pretty sad, like im suppose to be out the whole day with my guy and
@#$.%&,*@%#?!!! thanks uh! what to do, and my bf got to go back to work like in the late
evening about 7pm!! wth! At the start, i was like, uh shit, i dont wanna go fishing already because its waste of money, estimate 4hours, just to take out about $40 to go and fish, ass! Worst still,
after 1week, im damn happy for friday to come, cause both of us can spend time, but no, bull shit!
And now, i got to wait for SUNDAY, spending time w him, i hate it so much! It piss me when the
time its near that my bf got to go, make me felt so left out): gosh, i dont understand why is this
happening at the wrong time, come on! >:( and please, to heaven, to hell, to the staffs, to that
pork and to god, oh please, grant me this sunday that i can spend my day with him before my
work starts on monday, let me have this wonderful time with him that we're waiting for it so
long, and please no last minute that things cropped up, i want that Sunday to be fantastic and
satisfied, amen.
oh,looking at the time its 01.01am, better go to bed): if not my bf is going to @#$%!&@$!#% AT
ME): Goodnights, sleep well and fast to me(: La La ..

01:03

♥ Wednesday, July 01, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

Im bored at home, so i found something to do and here are JORDIN SPARKS (American Idol
2007 winner, at that point of time, she's only 17, unbeliveable) SONGS + LYRICS!! :DD

1st Song:

(Next to you)

2 o' clock and i wish that i was sleeping, you're in my head like a song on the radio, all i know is that i got to get next toyou , yeah, i got to get next to you. Sitting here turning minutes into hours, to find the nerve just to call you on the telephone, you dont know that i got to get next to you. Maybe were friends, maybe were more, maybe its just my imagination, but i see you stare just little too long, and it makes me start to wonder, So baby call me crazy but i think you feel it too, maybe i, maybe i just got to get next to you.

I asked around and i heard that you were talking, told my girl that you thought i was out of your league, what a fool, i got to get next to you, whao, yeah, its five in the morning and i cant go to sleep cause i wish, yeah i wish you knew what you mean to me, baby lets get together and end this mystery, oh. Maybe were friends, maybe were more, maybe its just my imagination, but i see you stare just little too long, and it makes me start to wonder, So baby call me crazy but i think you feel it too, maybe i, maybe i just got to get next to you.

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do? How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

yeah yeah, to want to get next to you.

Maybe were friends, maybe were more, maybe its just my imagination, but i see you stare just little too long, and it makes me start to wonder, So baby call me crazy but i think you feel it too, baby call me crazy but i know you feel it too, maybe i, maybe i, just got to get next to you, yeahyeahyeah, i got to get next to you.

2nd Song:

(Worth the Wait)

I feel what i've been feeling for you, means i am falling for you, something's opened up inside of me, And i dream in shades that only can be the colours of you and me, i think we both know what that means, I stand inside this promise i made to myself, but i was meant for you, If i fall, If i break, If i lose myself in someone, If i give all i am, It'll be with you, When im ready to take all that you want me to give, It will be worth the wait, worth the wait, It will be worth the wait.

My heart, I wanna save it for you, Dont want it broken into pieces, I need myself to reverse, mmm, And could we just sit and talk a while, Just wanna see you smile, Feel your sunlight shining over me, oh, If i fall, If i break, If i lose myself in someone, If i give all i am, It'll be with you, When im ready to take all that you want me to give, It will be worth the wait, worth the wait, Worth all the long nights dreaming offorever, someday we will be together, i know it will have been so worth the wait, oh, please wait for me. If i fall, If i break, If i lose myself in someone, If i give all i am, It'll be with you, yeah yeah, When im ready to take all that you want me to give, It will be worth the wait, worth the wait, It will have been so worth the wait, yeah, i will be worth the wait.

3rd Song:

(One step at a time)

Hurry up and wait, So close but so far away, Everything that you've always dreamed of, Close enough for you to taste but you just cant touch, you wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet, wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it, you know you can if you get the chance, In your face as the door keeps slamming, Now you're feeling more and more frustrated and you're getting all kind of impatient waiting, We live and we learn to take one step at a time, there's no need to rush, Its like learning to fly or falling in love, its gonna happen and its supposed to happen and we find the reasons why, one step back at a time.

You believe and you doubt, you're confused, you got it all figured out, Everything that you always wished for,could be yours, should be yours, would be yours, If they only knew, you wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet, wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it, you know you can if you get the chance, In your face as the door keeps slamming, Now you're feeling more and more frustrated and you're getting all kind of impatient waiting, We live and we learn to take one step at a time, there's no need to rush, Its like learning to fly or falling in love, its gonna happen and its supposed to happen that we find the reasons why, one step back at a time.

When you cant wait any longer, but there's no end in sight, Its the faith that makes you stronger, the only way you get there is one step at a time. Take one step at a time, there's no need to rush, Its like learning to fly or falling in love, its gonna happen and its supposed to happen that we find the reasons why, one step back at a time. One step at a time, there's no need to rush, Its like learning to fly or falling in love, its gonna happen and its supposed to happen that we find the reasons why, one step back at a time.

4th Song:

(This is my now)

There was a time i packed my dreams away, Living in a shell, hiding from myself, There was a time when i was so afraid, i thought i'd reached the end, baby that was then, but i am made of more than my yesterdays. This is my now, and i am breathing in the moment, cause i look around, i cant believe the love i see, my fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt, that was then, this is my now.

Had to decide was i gonna play it safe or look somewhere deep inside, And try to turn the tide, Find the strengthto take that step of faith, This is my now, and i am breathing in the moment, cause i look around, i cant believe the love i see, my fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt, that was then, this is my now.

And i have the courage like never before, yeah, Settled for less but im ready for more, ready for more. This is my now, and i am breathing in the moment, cause i look around, i cant believe the love i see, my fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt, that was then, this is my now, i am breathing in the moment, cause i look around, i cant believe the love i see, my fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt, that was then, this is my now.

This is my now.

5th Song:

(Battlefield)

Dont try to explain your mind, i know whats happening here. One minute its love and suddenly its like a battlefield.One word turns into a, why is it the smallest things that tear us down. My world's nothing when you dont, Im not here without a shield, cant go back now, Both hands tied behind my back with nothing, ohno. These times when we climb so fast to, fall again. Why we gotta fall for it now? I never meant to start a war, you know i never wanna hurt you, dont even know what we're fighting for.

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?

Why does love always feel like.

Cant swallow our pride. Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mmhmm. If we cant surrender then we both gonna losewhat we had, ooh noo. Both hands tied behind my back with nothing, nothing. ooh noo. These times when we climb so fast to, fall again. I dont wanna fall for it now, i never meant to start a war, you know i never wanna hurt you, dont even know what we're fighting for. Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?

Better go and get your armor. (Get your amor),

get your armor (Get your amor).

I guess you better go and get your armor (Get your amor),

get your amor (Get your amor),

I guess you better go and get your..

We could pretend that we are friends tonight, ohohoh, And in the morning, we'll wake up and we'll be alright, cause baby we dont have to fight, and i dont want this love to feel like, a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield.

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield.

I guess you better go and get your amor.

I never meant to start a war, you know i never wanna hurt you, dont even know what we're fighting for, (Fighting for, fighting for).

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield?

Why does love always feel like a battlefield, a battlefield, a battlefield.

I guess you better go and get your amor.(Get your amor),

get your amor, get your amor.

I guess you better go and get your amor. (Get your amor),

get your amor,get your amor.

Why does love always feel like.. Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Ooh Oooh.

Why does love always feel like..

a battlefield, a battlefield!

I never meant to start a war, dont even know what we're fighting for.

DONE-D

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