ALINA♥JUNRUI

♥ Tuesday, September 30, 2008

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

1pm

30th september 2008

Past last week, have been working for the F1 race, almost the whole week except for monday and wednesday. On tuesday and thrusday, the work was alright, cause only bring up things and pack, thats all. end work quite early about 6-7plus, then On friday, saturday and sunday, worse, super tiring, need walk up and down, take things, pack things, almost stand the whole day and about 1hour of sitting only. morning need wake up so early at about 7am, as work starts at 9am, then end work in the next morning at about 2am-3am plus. few hours of sleep only, its so damn tiring, almost wanted to give up the last day, but since last day ald, just do it, all the way, dont wish to give up just like that too, no point, work so hard already then give up, like so useless. i wanted to dont work on the last day cause of my chef, aiya, sians, lazy to talk about it too. forget it! anyways, its over and yesterday came home at 3plus nearly to 4am in the morning, so damn tired, slept till 6plus in the evening, all the way, cause i need bring my brother home from school.
On friday, came home at 1plus, then On saturday, came home at 2plus nearly 3am, so late hor, no choice, many things to do!
Learn quite a lot of things, everything we do must be quick and fast, thinking must be fast, must be creative, then its totally so different working in our own school amber restaurant, so different.
but alright ah, i did enjoy quite a little too, i work at the temasek suite, Its a VIP room but nothing much lah, :DD

- Suddenly miss my boyfriend so much): i want to see HIM -

During work, never see HIM much cause we both working in different room, then whole day is all about work, no time to see each other or meet up a while, then normally end work, is go home ald, somemore did had a quarrel On Saturday, ): i make him angry and sad and make him hate me so much, break promise, and everything, i also dont want all this to happen but all this cause by me, so im the one, its my fault, i make his day spoiled totally, everytime i say sorry and wont do it again but i still do, but i really want change one, but i never. make him lose trust in me. sad ah, but no choice, all this had happen, cant erase it back and turn back the time so i just have to start changing from now, do what i must do, dont break promise again, Its not nice to do it too, i promise again that i wont do it ald, cause i seriously dont want him to angry and everything with me again, i dont want. i dont like that feeling, it sucks a lot!

To my Love: (Replied you here)

2more days then 5months together already, yea, and i also hope it will always be our honeymoon period. Yes, i said myself and to you that i will change, i really want, thank u for believing and trusting me again, and i wont do the same thing again to you. ya, i know what i've done. k, we still got a long way to go together, and this time i change and let you see, i really will, i dont want you to angry with me again, i very scare ald, i dont want make you hate me a lot, and everything. I just dont want, i know what to do from now ald, i change, and i will, i will, i will. Alright, we'll get closer and build a stronger base together, i'll do it with you. I LOVE YOU TOO!

'' LOVE JUNRUI ALWAYS ''

13:52

♥ Wednesday, September 24, 2008

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

11:04am

Qns: What am i doing now?

1. smsing my boyfriend :D

2. using laptop :D

3. blogging :D

4. chatting on msn :D

5. sitting down :D

Qns: How am i feeling now?

1. happy and bored that i cant meet my boyfriend today):

2. normal mood :o

3. just as usual while blogging, (:

4. still the same feeling :)
5. Fed-up! >: brother and friends talk so loud, the whole house like full of words, cant sleep!

Qns: What i feel like doing now?

1. meet my boyfriend!

2. Faster get out of this house because its full of noises and im so BORED!

anyway, yesterday work was alrights, kind of bored cause a bit nothing to do, but ok lah, earned money(: about $45.. work for 5hours only,

the wheather was so hot and sunny, was sweating and i just feel like bathing, but never bring towel and extra clothes-wear, maybe this thuruday, after work, i go bathe(:

YA!

THATS ALL, :DD

11:04

♥ Tuesday, September 16, 2008

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

my toe that i hit on the step of stairs): It hurts!

It was bandage up today at the polyclinic dressing room.

10:46pm

went to polyclinic today, the registration will proceed after 0130pm, then i go off to meet Xinyi and Joanna for lunch and suan-bian return her p.e tee-shirt(: so long never get to see her ald, shall meet up and go out together! :D my boyfriend was with me today at the polyclinic today but just a while, and thank u! make all your way down to jurong just to accompany me a while. but after that he went to weidong house, yea.

i took a bus back to polyclinic and the number i took was already pass so i took a new number, then later i waited 1hour to get to see the doctor, another about like going to 1hour to do my dressing then a while more, take medicine and pay the fees.

yea, and IM SO FREAKING FEELING UNEASY): I WANT TO GO SENTOSA BUT CANNOT! I FEEL SO SAD AH! FEEL LIKE CRYING ALREADY): BUT NO CHOICE, SOMEMORE ITS 2WEEKS CANNOT HAVE ANY PHYSICAL ACTIVITY, WILL DIE AH! ): I FEEL SO SIANS.

BORING! FORGET IT, HAPPEN MEANS HAPPEN ALREADY, CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT! I JUST MISS MY BOYFRIEND A LOT): *

- the end -

22:57

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♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

[ Junrui And Alina ]

[ I LOVE YOU ]

[ Together Since 2nd May 2008 ]

[ That's Us ]

00:04

♥ Monday, September 15, 2008

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

11:00pm

had a bad day on the 13th of september 2008 but anyway it was over, and today, 15th september 2008, was a nice morning at the start, my "love", - thank u for coming to my place here to go to sentosa together and you reached so early, thank u! you're so nice! oh my, i love your HUGS! It was like days that i never get to see you and Finally :DD i love you so much! and thanks for talking to me on the phone that night, i feel that i realized my mistakes, i shouldnt rebuke back to my dad, i'll change for the better(: but now, everythings alright ald, no more angry face on the both of us face, yeah!

11:09pm

went to sentosa today with my boyfriend, together with our classmates: weidong, luke, boonyord, ivan and nicholas.

went to play volleyball after putting our bags down, the sun was quite hot, and i manage to get the heat from the sun and m tanned again, but the skins will peel off, ): but still its ok, time to time, my skin will be dark! i cant wait! haahaas, i dont like to be fair, not nice.

4plus, went to take a shower, then take the trail back to the beach station, then take the monorail to vivo, and went home.

Alighted at Chinese Garden, sians, then something happen, i hit my toe on the step of stair, sians, then a little of my toes nail came off, and the skin peeled, painful ah, then quickly walk home, blood dripping, and it stain on my slipper, faster go home, then quickly wash my toe, sians, painful but no choice, during dinner, i show my parents, my dad ask me go see doctor, then ok lor, i scare got infection, like the blood black black colour, arghh! i just dont know how to describe, ): my ugly toe! then tml, cannot go volleyball training, sians! i want to play ah! boring..

): why this thing happen! aiyas.. Just wish faster ok and can jump and run and play! :DD

11:17pm

~The End~

23:18

♥ Sunday, September 14, 2008

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

thats my hair now): not nice, kind of a little regret): nevermind, hope it'll grow faster!

2:44pm

whole day at home very boring, nothing to do at all, want study also no mood to study, i dont like to stay at home. how i wish there's something that i can do now!
feel like going tanning and play volleyball! tomorrow going sentosa but dunnno whether should i go not, still deciding, but i wish to see my boyfriend, i miss him a lot, like very long never see each other ald): mmm. i just hope everything in the house are alright then i will sure go sentosa tml. PRAY!

2:47pm

yesterday i went to chruch, finally! but very boring, the starting was ok, then the second part, not nice eh. the man like very lamer! not funny at all. maybe i just dont get the joke or i just got this hate feelings for him. but anyway, the sermon talks about " part of our responsibility, " - i think so ah...

2:51pm

i shall end the post here, what a bad and moody day):

14:52

♥ Friday, September 12, 2008

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

06:04PM

raining heavily today, then was stuck at the bus stop cause waiting for my boyfriend to fetch me, no umbrella, so he borrow from our classmates, so nice of him, thank u! my checkered pants wet, then in the school gate there, first few steps, i fell down, i knew i will cause my slipper very slippery, but its normal, no choice(: then slowly walk to school, thats all.

06:07PM

LESSON BEGINS when everyone starts to come in, sir gave us a sheets of printed notes that he done for us to go home study for our exams in december. thank u sir! must study hard, cause i want to pass! dont like to fail, not nice(:

AFTER LESSON ENDS, went home!
and boring, want to go sleep ald. hear my dads' voice shouting at my brother, DAMN IT! i hate it! i dont like, my brother also one kind, sians..deserve it anyway, i dont even want to bother, just wish to lie on my bed and eventually sleep, so i woke up at 5plus, (: still tired eh, but cannot sleep anymore, later dad scream! boring.. shall sleep early tonight, tml needed wake up early to go distribute mooncakes to neighbours at commonwealth.

06:12PM

Im going chruch, Finally! :DD see you people soon! goodbyes*
*i hate internet connection* always disconnet -.- thanks to the brand of ACER! Lousy..

18:33

♥ Tuesday, September 09, 2008

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

1:03pm

im here to update,

to my boyfriend:

im sorry that i never care for you while you having a bad headache and fainting soon in school, i dont mean not to care for you, i still do, Its Just that because of the project then i never talk to you, and when u talk to me, i never ans, but i remembered i ans you, im sorry that i too concentrate on the project, i shouldnt, thats why i knew my mistake already, im sorry, ok?? but thank u for taking care of me yesterday when im having headache, you run everywhere just to buy panadol and water, and take oil for me. yet in return, i didnt to anything for you):

I'LL CHANGE!

1:21pm

never sleep when i came back home from school, just take a shower, change up and wait for the time to pass to fetch my brother home from school, and go drum lesson, needed reach suntec at 0830pm, but was early by 10mins, the place v little people eventually, mostly were going home and when i ended my lesson, the place was quiet, and very cold. ya, so walk ALONE to Cityhall and take a train home.

On the way home while im in the bus, It started to rain heavily, then i alighted the bus, the place v cold and slippery, anytime, im going to fall, but i didnt, walking carefully. Walk by the shelter, then got funeral, then cannot walk there, so i turned to another side and just walk in the rain to home.

Came home, bathe and went to sleep, freaking sleepy, and now! today got to wake up early just to bring my brother to school, but nevermind, Its my job. and eventually, im here blogging.

today no school so will be at home the whole day, and tml going to school, can see my boyfriend too!

1:28pm

BLOG UPDATED!

13:29

♥ Monday, September 08, 2008

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

07september2008

slept late again last night, cause was doing project again, rushing! running out of time ald): slept at about 4plus.

then woke up at 1150am like that, pretty early huh?! saw one message and was from my boyfriend, and he msg me at 0715am like that, wa, very early and he sounded angry,*cool down*, and was because of his dad, thats why.

started to brush my teeth and switch on my laptop to do project again.do until 4pm like that, then left house for drum, meet my boyfriend at suntec and went ahead to popular to buy papers and proposal file(: thanks for paying and i dont care ald, next time my turn to pay.

both of us had been working out on our project this 2days and slept very late, pimples came out! and my panda-eyes): so ugly, but not important, as long project is done, thats good ald.

i'll do anything for this project, cant afford to fail cause its worth 50% of exams marks, so me and my boyfriend have to go on!

and project almost done, just a little more with a bit more effort! :DD Let's Do It, We Can And Almost There!

im back home at about 10pm with my boyfriend, he came my house to do project with me and went to meet weidong at 1215am, he staying overnight at his place, and we're going to meet later in the morning at 7am, we're going to my tuition teacher place to us computer cause my microsoft expires and cant be use! FRUSTRATED! but no choice)': thanks for accompanying me to her place when i can actually go alone and you should get more rest, im sorry to trouble you all the time, thank u so much, I LOVE YOU!

and guess what, both of us actually didnt sleep till now and ITS 0610am in the morning, school starting at 10am.hope we'll able to rush back.hope later our project is FINALLY DONE and READY TO GO FOR PRINT and HAND UP THE PROJECT BY 5pm!

TODAY - 08 SEPTEMBER 2008

Its 0610am now, still on our mood of project, left the last one, MENUs.. wish everything goes well later on(: GOD BLESS US! AMEN!

meeting my boyfriend soon, cant wait to see him, actually(:

shall end my post here ald, goodbye!

06:13

♥ Saturday, September 06, 2008

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

hi!
me, slept late last night, about 4plus went to bed, very very tired, was busy doing project and doing re-search for details for our project proposal, there's still more to do, ): then today, woke up at 0130pm like that, headache): but now alright ald, much better. so first thing wash-up and start to on my laptop, im my mind: PROJECT!
do till now, and still got lots more to finish up everything, hope everything can be done by tonight(:
shall end here then, nothing much to talk about today, whole day just at home.good -a- bye! :DD

19:21

♥ Friday, September 05, 2008

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

*SHOUTS SHOUTS SHOUTS*
THIS PIECE OF PROJECT IS KILLING MY BRAIN! HELP! ):
DONT EVEN HAD SOME REALLY GOOD IDEA TO DO THE PROPOSAL):
- THE INTRODUCTION
- THE LOCATION AND TARGETTING AUDIENCE
- THE CONCLUSION
- THE LAYOUT
- THE MENU
AND
- THE EVERYTHING OF THE POINTS THAT WE NEED TO DO! IT SUCKS MAN!
ITS NOT VERY NICE TO DO ''ALONE''.ITS NICE TO DO TOGETHER IN A TEAM, A GROUP BUT, SADLY, DISAPPOINTMENT):
ANYWAYS, WE STILL HAVE TO GO ON! COUNTING THE DAYS LEFT: 2NIGHTS, ABOUT QUARTER MORE HOUR(:
I SHALL LEAVE MY PROBLEMS TO GOD! I HOPE HE HELP ME): THANK YOU!
I PRAY PRAY PRAY WITH FAITHFULNESS! :D
OH GOD, DO ANS MY "MSN NICK" PRAYER, I BEG AS I KNEEL TO YOU WITH LOVE(: AMEN!

23:32

♥ Thursday, September 04, 2008

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

slept very late last night and got to wake up early this morning to go school): so tired, the bus today a lot of people, then had headache, ): but no choice, just have to go to school. ate a bread just for the sake of eating because of the panadol. ate ald then sleep a while in class, head quite pain.
but today was ok only, nothing interesting, just got a CARE lesson during lesson with mdm yiping. It was her first time taking our class for lesson, she wants us to be bonding(: so had our intro of ourself(:
after school, went to KFC at clementi with my boyfriend, he wants to eat then i sit there read newspaper, he told me to read so i read lor, (:
then when off.. went to have a talk together at jurong, then do a little of project cause next monday is the date-due! so fast, :DD yea.
im deleting my friendster photos and same time updating my blog now! happy reading although its quite short(:
do tag before leave, thank you! * goodnightys!

21:27

♥ Wednesday, September 03, 2008

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

Its been a long time since i've started updating my blog(: It was quite a bad day from the start): Im sorry,k? It was partly my fault about the quarrel today, some mis-understanding agian, Just hope we wont repeat the same problem again, its not nice at all): feel sad ah, but what to do.
bored...
):
hope tml will be a better day(: goodnights!

22:47