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30th september 2008
Past last week, have been working for the F1 race, almost the whole week except for monday and wednesday. On tuesday and thrusday, the work was alright, cause only bring up things and pack, thats all. end work quite early about 6-7plus, then On friday, saturday and sunday, worse, super tiring, need walk up and down, take things, pack things, almost stand the whole day and about 1hour of sitting only. morning need wake up so early at about 7am, as work starts at 9am, then end work in the next morning at about 2am-3am plus. few hours of sleep only, its so damn tiring, almost wanted to give up the last day, but since last day ald, just do it, all the way, dont wish to give up just like that too, no point, work so hard already then give up, like so useless. i wanted to dont work on the last day cause of my chef, aiya, sians, lazy to talk about it too. forget it! anyways, its over and yesterday came home at 3plus nearly to 4am in the morning, so damn tired, slept till 6plus in the evening, all the way, cause i need bring my brother home from school.On friday, came home at 1plus, then On saturday, came home at 2plus nearly 3am, so late hor, no choice, many things to do!Learn quite a lot of things, everything we do must be quick and fast, thinking must be fast, must be creative, then its totally so different working in our own school amber restaurant, so different.but alright ah, i did enjoy quite a little too, i work at the temasek suite, Its a VIP room but nothing much lah, :DD - Suddenly miss my boyfriend so much): i want to see HIM -
During work, never see HIM much cause we both working in different room, then whole day is all about work, no time to see each other or meet up a while, then normally end work, is go home ald, somemore did had a quarrel On Saturday, ): i make him angry and sad and make him hate me so much, break promise, and everything, i also dont want all this to happen but all this cause by me, so im the one, its my fault, i make his day spoiled totally, everytime i say sorry and wont do it again but i still do, but i really want change one, but i never. make him lose trust in me. sad ah, but no choice, all this had happen, cant erase it back and turn back the time so i just have to start changing from now, do what i must do, dont break promise again, Its not nice to do it too, i promise again that i wont do it ald, cause i seriously dont want him to angry and everything with me again, i dont want. i dont like that feeling, it sucks a lot!To my Love: (Replied you here)2more days then 5months together already, yea, and i also hope it will always be our honeymoon period. Yes, i said myself and to you that i will change, i really want, thank u for believing and trusting me again, and i wont do the same thing again to you. ya, i know what i've done. k, we still got a long way to go together, and this time i change and let you see, i really will, i dont want you to angry with me again, i very scare ald, i dont want make you hate me a lot, and everything. I just dont want, i know what to do from now ald, i change, and i will, i will, i will. Alright, we'll get closer and build a stronger base together, i'll do it with you. I LOVE YOU TOO!
'' LOVE JUNRUI ALWAYS ''
