ALINA♥JUNRUI

♥ Friday, May 08, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

Im home and i got to start saving up money now, i have spend too much on outdoors stuffs this
weeks. I need to save up! Somemore still need to pay class photo and got bbq next wednesday,
so yup(: !
And, i actually felt sad this morning today due to some problems, and im better now, thanks for
my friends who cares for me, especially my volleyball mates, and my classmate: maii - she
accompanied me the day at canteen, sitting down and bored w me. Im so sorry and at that point
of time, i really dont want to go have a walk or shopping, and i got no mood to eat. Then afterwards,
i took a bus, wanna go home because my dear boyfriend dont allow me to stay outside alone, he's
worried and he hates to think a lot, so he dont allow me and so i message him whether could he
accompany me today and skip his training, and find me now, and .. so eventually we meet at ecp,
the old same place where we use to be, and im happy that i can meet him, and happy that he skip
his training just to accompany me. I felt quite bad as his training was very important but im
sorry. Thanks Love for taking up the trouble to accompany me today and spend quite a lot of
money again, we'll start to save, ok?! I felt much better after your accompaniment and talks to
me, patiently bear w my angry mood just when we keeping the things, because i really dont like,
u know what i mean right, ya. Im sorry but thank u for the day, i really want to see you today,
i really do, thats why i want u out today, thank you. After today, i couldnt see you on sat, sun
and mon, at least i get to meet you today and i really dont wanna bored at home, i bored since
wednesday already, i guess you should know how it feels right?! Since wednesday, if i didnt
meet you, its like ohmygod): you should understand how it feels, ya. And also i finally get to eat
my char kueh teow, i dont know how to spell it, and the clams, love it and im very full. thank u.
and also, for the laughters of my wrong pronouciation of words and thanks for the peas hor,
put in my water bottle!! so dirty can?! and its like polluting my water, waste water you big ass!
But thanks for the peas, i love to eat. thank you! I LOVE YOU, MY DEAR! I ALWAYS DO!
And Love, could you not think so much please, im faithful hor, i dont really see guys now, ok?
Im like not interested in others already ah, only you. Even if you think, i also got think lor, i
should be the one thinking more ah, your past): but what to do, your past what, you decide who
you want to be with, who you dont want, who you admire, this and that, i dont wanna think a
lot also, its really very sad, thats what i feel, i dont know why. I dont have a past eh, you're my
first boyfriend eh, i admit i do admire others before but i dont have memories w them, you do.
And you remember you hurt me once, i dont wanna talk about it already, i really dont, i dont
feel like knowing and recalling back about your past, i dislike it because im not the one who is
with you last time. NOW IS NOW, THE COUPLE NOW IS YOU AND ME, NOT OTHERS, NOT
THEM, just the both of us, ok? Trust me, alright? And i will trust you too, please. Will you?

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