ALINA♥JUNRUI

♥ Wednesday, May 06, 2009

♥ I LOVE YOU ♥

mm, why am i like this again?
my mood went down tonight again, am i thinking too much?
actually, it was not a very good day for me today, even when my boyfriend sms me, im like so
bored and im like feeling so not happy. I dont know how to describe the feeling, just total not in a
mood to smile.
Im sorry my dear that im like that, i cant cheer up. I dont know whats up with me. I just feel like
being alone, hiding in my room without a single noise and just cry. Sigh* I feel so sloppy right now. Or, a better one from keeping myself in my room, so bored,
I wish i can just leave this house now, sitting on the sand at the beach and hear the sound of the
waves, how nice its going to be. Feel the breeze and the cold touch on my skin, focusing the sky
and stars above me, and simply let it clear my mind from me thinking too much, *maybe* and
enjoying the atmosphere around me. Just me, the rock, the sea, the sky, the stars, the trees, the
sand which is around me. Thats so nice and i wish i could do that now, right now!
I hope im better tomorrow.

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